AlwayS HappY^.^----I aM Here* God Bless*

Long rest~ RIP

2009-01-07T07:13:00.000-08:00

Haha.. R.I.P= rest in peace...
Tat was wad our famous teacher, Ang, told us to do after he finished torturing us with the add maths's homework...

Hmm... i just found out tat i had not updated my blog for so long...
However, i would not have the time either to blogging now because SPM!!
A lot of homeworks waving their hands to me, books calling for me and also parents' nagging if i dare not to study...
So, basically, ya~

Bubai, blog....
Might update for the next year, just after my SPM or even longer(if I decided to take some courses after SPM..)=D

Cousie's wedding...So sweet(only photo-blogging)

2008-12-22T21:42:00.001-08:00

Everyone get ready during dinner at my cousin's house...Hmm...Tat was the day before the wedding dinner...=D
Hmm... getting ready to record the marks... the more the cards left, the more money to be paid.. Uhuu~(That's my cousin from England...Gamble Queen, i would say...So lucky...) But actually, no1 paid the money afterall...it's just a game..XD
Everyone's so serious...(oopps!!=X Police sir, pls dont catch us...It's just a game...We din use money...=P)
The next day morning...All cousins take a group photo together... So happy... We were there to "pang teh(hokkien)" = serve the bride a cup of tea, and yes!! You will get an angpau!! Haha
Me and Ping jie from England^.^
Ping jie and sis...
Photo taken for the uncles and aunts+ my parents and the new couple..Hehe
Chang, ping and pei pei....My cousins from (Betong)
Jie, ping and qi...Cousins from (Sri aman)
Ting jie, Ming, ting ting, kang, yun, ping jie.... All my cousins from Sri Aman.
Photo taking session with the bride and groom... 1st pose...

2nd pose...
3rd pose...
Serving tea... a bit blur..
The stage at Banquet...(wedding dinner)
Chang and jie
Uncle Leong and his wife (cute and funny couple)
Me and Pei...
The Bride and Groom
Cutting cakes
Singers of the night...so pretty err...
The first Emcee of Rynn's concert too...Remember?? Hehe...An excellent Emcee=3
Pouring the Red winE... Always be together forever...
The family photo...
Me and Uncle Leong + Noi Yi
With sis and da' antique car outside Banquet
With Yen jie and Cousin-in-law...

I am BAD GIRL~

2008-12-22T07:15:00.000-08:00

Since when.....I've totally changed...
This is wad my papa accused me a few days ago...
He said, i'm growing bad... Like replying him in a rude way...sometimes shout too...

Ok!! I admitted that... I'm kinda rude, sometimes...But, that's just because he always said something opposite... Something that's not logic or wrong...
And, he's always the one who wanna shout wif me 1st, not me...k?
I'm just "accompanying" u to see who's the one with the loudest voice!! Hmph!!

In fact, I think i'm out of control sometimes... I will just scold back in a way that i dont really realise that i'm actually, being rude...
Tat day, when he said, " I wont let u go to church anymore....Never!! I am a Buddhist, so u're not a Christian too..."
See?? What does that mean?? Isnt it weird??
Even the government doesnt forbid the citizens from choosing their own religions...
However, now, my papa's telling me to stop being a Christian!!
Tat's when, i....m angry....ANGRY!!
I just cant talk to him anymore... I mean, "communicate"...
It seems like he lives in his own world, where everyone has to listen to his demand...

He doesnt know how God has saved his daughter...
He doesnt know how God has let his daughter survive from stress...
He doesnt know how rude it is to stop me from going to church....
He doesnt know EVERYTHING!!

His daughter almost DIE!!
His daughter almost became an insane!!
His daughter need God to save her...
Can he understands me??

The memory is still vivid in my mind...
The night when i wanna give up my life...
The night when i cried whole night and thought " What should i do in this world? I'm so useless"...
But then, my friend advised me to leave it to God... and pray...
I did it, and...yes!! Now, i'm still ok... It's all because of God...
I'm a Buddhist before too...
But then, i'm not tat..."believe" in this religion... Just as i joined Christian, i really felt that Jesus is always by my side to support me...
Going through all the tough moments, i'm really glad that i know Him....

Now, papa's stopping me from believing my saviour...
He said that i'm turning bad after becoming a Christian...
No!! It's just that everyone will have this so-called rebelliant period and start to disobey their parents' orders... It's nothing connected to my religion...
In fact, if i'm not a Christian, i'll be worse... I'll....mayb....hate my papa...yes, hate!!
But, Jesus told us to love our parents just like how He loves us...
We cannot hate our parents... So, i'm trying hard...
Everytime when i wanna shout, i remembered these...
This time, i'm trying hard too...
But, he just doesnt let me to go to church---a place that teaches me to control my own temper, and changes my attitude... Does that mean.... he wanna me to turn bad??

I dont understand... I wanna explain how important it is, for me to go to church...
But, i'm not given that chance...He refused to listen to anything regarding Christian...
He even said that anyone who drives me to church, he will spoil that car...
Hmm... i noe he can do that...
For now, i can only pray...because i still love my papa...
Although he's kinda unreasonable...But i know he protects me..always. So... I can only depend on God to do the rest...

Dear God,
I hope that God will change my papa's mind and let me go to church...
It's Christmas soon... I've been looking forward to this celebration with passion..
Please, God, dont let me down...I really enjoy the time in church with other friends...and God.
Jesus, it's your big day... I love You soo much...
Let me celebrate this celebration with You...
Allow me to go to church at anytime next year...to join the teenager's fellowship...
Let papa realised that God is the way...God changes me into a better nature...
Please...with Jesus name i pray, Amen.

圣诞游街+ 给少团弟兄姐妹的信

2008-12-20T06:40:00.002-08:00

今天是我第一次参与全古晋教区所举办的圣诞踩街游行。
很兴奋。。。

沿街上，我们一边走，一边唱着平安夜的歌。。。很感动。。
我呢，就忘了带相机去啦。。。所以就没有拍到照片咯。。。
可是，今天的一切一切是我不会忘记的。。。

一路上，GARY都有跟我讲话。。。很感谢，因为星吟得待在花车上，不能陪我。。
很高兴又认识了一位朋友。。。而且是未来的心理医生哦。。。
GARY说他的父母本来想要他做律师的，可是他希望自己可以读心理学，也是为了以后方便自己做牧师时，可以开导教堂里的门徒们。。
在他身上，我才真正的学习到，原来做耶稣基督的门徒，可以为了主、爱主，而这样的去亲近主。
我也想这样，可惜，我的这个愿望，可能永远都不能实现了吧。。。

亲爱的团契里的各位弟兄姐妹们:

很感谢你们陪了我半年之久。。在这半年里，我真的学习了很多，也帮助我走出很多低潮的日子。
在我还没参加少团时，我自认为是一位开朗的女孩，每天都嘻嘻哈哈的。。。可是，在踏入中四后，我便开始变了。。也不知道是自己变得太快了还是别的原因，我就感觉周围的朋友也不知不觉地，变了。。。不像我当初认识的一样，在我想玩的时候，大家都好认真，而当大家在玩时，我又融合不进他们了。。。曾经有想要放弃自己的一生，结束自己的生命，可是，耶稣基督救了我。。。让我到了一个欢乐的地方，一个他在的地方-------少团。

不过，参加团契后，我真的慢慢的把自己的一星期里的期望放在星期六，因为可以到少团和大家一起唱歌。。。或许大家会觉得说唱歌、查经，也都是平常事了，可是对我来说却很重要。。。因为在家里，没有人陪我一起唱歌，玩爽。。。
不是因为我是独生女，而是因为家里都没有人和我一起信主的，就连大姐(信主的)，也到吉隆坡了。。。二姐呢，明年也不在家里了，会到别位受护士训练。。。家里，就只剩下我一个人。。。我也曾经说过，爸爸一直都反对我成为基督徒的，因为他本身是拜神的。。。所以，以后我的基督生活就会变得更加艰难了。。。

参加团契时，我常常不能完整的出席每个团契活动(因为爸爸的反对，所以没人载我到教堂)，但是，我很努力。。。我一直在祷告。。。之后，奇迹就出现了。。。爸爸似乎也渐渐的没对我参与少团的事情产生抗拒。。我很开心，让我认识了很多朋友。。。其中有(不知道真正名字怎么写): 咸蛋(戴)、饼盒(柄合)、义俊(搞笑的)、宁宁、嘉美、丽珠、眉珠、PAMELA、GARY、贤朗、善美、CRYSTAL、豪美等。。。有些或许不是很熟，但是，你们都在我的人生低潮期给了我希望和勇气。。。特别感谢丽珠眉珠，因为在爸爸反对的这段期间愿意载我到教堂参加团契。。还有星吟，因为在我半夜打电话给你哭时，你都会安慰我。。。跟我一起祷告。。还有大姐，因为一直劝我不可以放弃主，也让爸爸的观念改了。。。

不过，现在，我要休息一下子了。。。或许明年的日子我无法到团契里度过了。。。原因是什么呢?我不能说，但是，我只能说是家里因素，想必大家都能想像得到。。。这次的原因，不容许我再坚持我的立场(到团契)，因为我不想因为我的因故而害了其他无辜的人被骂。。。就算是这样，我还是一直和大家一起的。。。我不会就结束我当基督徒，和耶稣立下的约定。。。
本来，我对今年，即将来临的圣诞节，抱有很大的希望的。。可是，看来，今年，我还是无法到教堂和大家一起庆祝圣诞节了。。。在家里，我会和大家一起唱着圣诞歌，一起笑，一起迎接耶稣的纪念日子的。。。有句很老套的话，那就是"暂时的休息，只是为了走更远的路"。。。对。我会再回到团契的。。或许是当我中五读完后，又或是进入青团年龄时吧。。。

此外，我也有些话想特别对GARY 和贤戴说的:
你们就要离开团契了。虽然相处的时间不长，可是，却还是很舍不得。。。贤戴，第一次看到你时，我本来一位你是主席的，因为那时好像是你做领会的吧。。。说了很多话呢!! 之后，星吟告诉我你的名字时，我还很坏的听成"咸蛋"。之后，曾经在古晋节看到你，很开心，因为本来以为你会不记得我(打扮得像阿婶一样)，可是你会打招呼，那就代表，我也不是默默无闻的啦。。所以，那时，我就把你列为我在团契里的第一位新朋友(星吟和丽珠眉珠早就认识了)。。之后，有时，会说说话，虽然不多，但是你真的很有"梗"。。。也很亲切啦。。。

至于GARY嘛，应该是认识不到两个礼拜的朋友咯。。。上次在分享会时，很幸运可以和你一组。。。原来你都中五完了。。明年也要离开团契了。会很舍不得吧。。。真正认识你是在今天的游行吧。。。我们谈了很多，也让我深深的觉得你真的很爱主。。。未来的心理医生，要好好加油哦。。。别忘了，到英国要好好熟悉以下，或许当我和星吟到那儿时，会需要你当导游呢!!也要坚持你当牧师的梦想哦。。。也谢谢你开导了我。。。你可能觉得"有吗?"。。。有的，你的态度就足足让我赞叹了。。。也改变了我的一些想法，让我觉得，有时，应该要勇敢的追求自己的理想。。。

应该是不能参加欢送会了吧。。。很可惜，但是，希望你们会看到我的这篇文章。。。谢谢你们。。。

感谢主，让我曾经在晋道堂的少团室里踏上我的脚步。。。感谢主，让我的生活里曾经走过这么精彩的人。。。感谢主，让我的灵命在短短的半年里增加了。。。
如果可以，我希望可以一直参加团契，到教堂。。。时间很短，但是我真的很爱大家。。。感谢主。

丽洁

Creative Handy Items....D.I.Y by me...

2008-12-15T05:31:00.000-08:00

Hmm...Last last Saturday after i attended the Christian Fellowship, i decided to take part in a lantern-making competition in church for the parade hold on this coming Saturday....
At first, i did not noe wad to do and where and what to buy for the materials....I cant find the "lantern paper", so lastly, i decided to make it using toothpicks..
Ok!! It really tested my patience... Imagine this, sticking the toothpicks 1 by 1 to make a Christmas tree...
Hmm, the cost was really expensive too, cos i din plan before i buy, so, i wasted lots of money on sth useless, which make my mum burns her top of this...

Front view
Side view
Back view
The rod
Overall look

Then, after finished making the lantern, there's still many materials left, so i started to use them to decorate my room...=D
Erm, everything was running smooth and i was quite impressed with the products... I love them...(tat was the products a few days ago...)
The small board that i sticked onto the wall...
The notice box...It's decorated to stick notes on it... Hehe...=D The prettier it is, the more energy i have to study mar...
The tissue box, made out of chocolate chips' box...

Besides, i've already filled all my jewelleries into the jewellery's box given by 7 sis oh...i like it soo much...Cos it's pink and it has hello Kitty on it!! hehe..Thanks...
The first ring is from.........***** , hehe=P Aiyo... Dont think too much it's from Nikki(7 sis)..Everyone had 1, with different colours...

Today, i saw a file, which i got it from 1 of my seniors, KFA(Hehe...U forgot to take back ur file...=P)..So, i used it to make a kind like photo album for 7 sis...Hope u guys like it...=3
Front view
Back view
The inside...Only half-way done...

So, now... Who else have sth to be decorated, but not started yet, get it to me...If i can, i will help u!!^.^

ISCF感恩宴

2008-12-15T04:23:00.000-08:00

All the tickets and Christmas card +menu from ISCF dinner...

Me in the dinner (taken by sis, sitting beside me)

Me and sis

Me, Yap zi and 传道

Yik Tze, Xing Yin and me..(*cheese*=3)
Yin and me
Yap zi and me
Me and Tze
Christine, Audrey, me, sis, and yap zi

The sot sot guy...Cant eat properly with him present there...Haha...
Joshua singing...(la~la~la~)

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昨天真的是很美好的一天哦。。。感谢主。
昨天是我们青中学生团契所举办的第十五届感恩宴。
打从一个星期前啊，我就很期待了。。。
由于星吟告诉我说要穿正式的服装，这让我更加紧张了。。不但要绞尽脑汁想要穿什么衣服，还要想要配什么鞋之类的问题(女生嘛。。。爱漂亮咯。。)

最后，我还是选了一套粉红色的连身裙，再配双白色的高跟鞋。。(嘻嘻。。奕慈说我很像小女生呢。。真开心)
一切节目都进行的很顺利。。。
当晚的主持人是依玲和经恩，表现的相当稳重，又很风趣呢。。。
当然，食物是不能少的咯。。。蛮好吃的。。。
但是，有一点我个人颇为不满意的。。。那就是，服务生的服务啦。。。
当我们正忙着看别人唱歌时，服务生就把我们一大碗的海鲜汤收走了。。她大概以为我们不想喝了吧? 但，真的是还剩一大碗哦。。。好可惜。。

接下来呢，团契职员还准备了"诗歌造型"的单元。。。很多人上台演唱哦。。。
有JOSHUA的"主的喜乐是我力量"、振新的FLUTE演奏、老师的清唱"有一位神"、上几届的主席和唱、一位弟兄的分享和自弹自唱、JENNY 和JOSEPH (金童玉女)的合唱"彩虹下的约定"、及许许多多的节目。。。
很是享受哦。。。

最后，我们便在依依不舍的心情下道别了。。。不过，大家似乎都不想回家，继续留下来拍照。。。
那么，我也不说什么了。。。

Me back from dinner=D

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这一次的晚宴办的很成功。感谢主在学生团契的职员身上动工，让各位契友及非契友们都能相聚在一起来仰望、敬拜主。。让我们将一切荣耀再次归给我们全能的主吧。。。阿门。

2008-12-12T08:29:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Yin

Name 11 people to do this survey. Answer these questions honestly**( formalities )**Anyone who's bored and doesn't mind doing one.

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
- Not at this age...

2 ) Describe urself in one word.Normal.
- Short (ok!! i accept this truth now...Everyone is growing, except me!!T.T)

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
- Someone who really loves me (if i have to "pick" for marriage)... Cos, he will treat me nicely for sure...So, i will love him back as well...(it's just a matter of time)

4 ) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?Love?
- Love?? Not sure whether it's love o not..But yes..

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
- Yes...love is the root of every feelings...I believe that...

6 ) God is giving u just 5 more minutes to live, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
- Really?? Just 5 more minutes?? ok!! I will tell him..."God gives me the courage to love u...GOD BLESS..."

7 ) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
- Come on!! Trust me...(just like tat i guess...)

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
- Yes...

9 ) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
- Erm, most probably cos they dun have "that" thing, they were defeated, so they're jealous!!XD

10 ) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
- Can never stop themselves from "attaching" themselves to any gurls o boys..

11) What's your different from your friends?
- As compared to my best fren, i'm noisy, talkative and quite funny? i guess...

[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1 ) Best place to cry?
- In my own bedroom

2 ) Who do you love the most?
- God

3 ) Tell us your dream last night?
- OMG!! I cant remember lar...

4 ) Ever hated someone so bad?
- Yes...but now, i learn to forgive...

5 ) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
- Cant recall for now... I guess i've not heard the most hurtful 1...hehe^.^

[[ * LAST PERSON... * ]]

:: Had a beer with?
- I've not drank beer before...not even till now.

:: Went to the movies with?
- My cousins....Yeah!! Watched Madagascar 2, Twilight and Quarantine!!

:: Talked on the cell phone with?
- My eldest sis to seek for advice..

:: You hugged?
- My pillow...

:: You yelled at?
- My papa (not yelled, just a bit louder)

[[ * IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...* ]]

>> Kissed sumone?
- NO!!! I've not kissed anyone before....not at this age...Mayb never, till my marriage

>> Sing/sung/song?
- Yes..With my sis, planning to sing a song during my cousin's wedding...but better not..!!hehe

>> Danced crazy?
- erm, yes i guess....i dun rmeember, but i did sth like tat before..

// Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
- today....papa scold me instead of sis...Both of us did sth wrong, why m i the one to b scolded??

// You will die in 3 mins. Last call?
- If i'm at home, i will call eldest sis.(cos she's not in Kuching..Then, i will tell my parents and second sis too..."I love you"

// If you could do anything OR wish anything, wad would it be?
- Wish that everyone will love God just like how He loves us and never give up in helping us..GOD BLESS!

//Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
- Never..and i dun like ppl to blackmail me too=D

// Are you old fashioned?
- Not sure... But my sis said that my "taste" is quite weird...=.=??

// What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
- Both...Cos, i don't want to hurt them and really don't want to get a bad reply from the one that i love... But, if "harder", would b to tell them i do not love them back, it hurts i noe...and quite bad, isnt it??

// What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
- God... like papa telling me dont go to church...I cant, i will still go every saturday and sunday,if i can...*neninenipupu=P*

I tag:
Liyana
Sara
Asmah
Natalie
Ida
Eileen
Jia Jia
Julie
K.Yong
Janice
Ding Ting
Zi Sing

Tagged by Yin...

2008-12-12T08:11:00.000-08:00

1. What's your most favourite colour?
♠ Pink...(but i always wear black, weirdo)

2. Who is the most important to you?
♠ God...He is my save-ier...

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
♠ Very often...Almost every month, there must b once o twice...(before i knew God) But now, i will love myself as God loves me.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
♠ Yes, i have confidence, but not "enough" confidence...I like to perform, so, i have confident to do something that i've already prepared to do it..

5. How many babies you want?
♠ Up to fate... But, i wish to have boy and girl...(how many?? nvm de lar..heheXD)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
♠ Yes!! Scientifically and in fact, it always appears after rain...

7. What is your goal for next year?
♠ Erm, get straight A1s' for SPM...(in order to get JPA)

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
♠ Yes..

9. Do you think that the person who tag you, like to play kidnapping?
♠ Yes, cos she said that she played kidnapping with her friends....(but for me, never played this "game" wif her boh...)

10. What are you really afraid of?
♠ RATS!!! eww~ they're just too disgusting...

11. What is your bad habit?
♠ Lazy and always "hug the Buddha leg---chinese at last minute" during exam...

12. Do u have a secret crush?
♠ Not sure=P

13. Do you buy something with your own money?
♠ Erm, my own money?? Does it mean like money that i earned my own?? If so, yes... Through bonus...earn through my results..

14. What does flying means to you?
♠ Away from ground?? Away from the original place(science) but actually, it symbolizes freedom..

15. In your phonebook (for your mobile phone) how many contacts in there are those of whom you REALLY know?
♠ Almost all, except some of the committees of Red crescent from other units.

16. Are you single/relationship?
♠ Single

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
♠ Cute
♠ Short
♠ Friendly
♠ Noisy (cos same as me, always chat de)
♠ Clever

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
♠ Talk to friends and eat, sleep (just like ah ma's life in the future...Hahax=D)

19. What is your little wish? (as in little stuff like dying your hair orange and stuff)
♠ I wanna buy a 3G handphone (is this wish small enuf o very big?? i wonder...Hmm...)

20: What you want the most?
♠ Always be happy with my family.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

I tagged:
Yong
Jia Jia
Daphne
Eileen
Julie

Rynn's concert's photos=P

2008-12-09T07:37:00.000-08:00

The Final group phoTo....So cuTe

Pose 1
Pose 2
The most handsome photo of him...HeheXD
Pose 4

Tat's me n sis....but blocked the camera jor...
Signing his album....*serious*...Shuai~
Wearing the sunglasses to b given to my fren, Suk Ying...*admire*
The 2nd emcee and him....(asking something tat's very paiseh to answer...)

Going to sing...
The 1st emcee....

These are some of the cutest shots of Rynn tat night during his "concert"...
Hmm... Dunno wad else to say, getting calm now....
Let's see!!

We are imPortant...

2008-12-05T04:33:00.000-08:00

It's always just a second of thought when someone chose to let go and end up their lives..

Have u ever think of commit suicide just...ok, even 1 second, u just suddenly think of leaving this world and say "Bubai" to all of ur family and friends??

A few days ago, yes!! I admit that i wanna DIE... In fact, i've always thought of dying... commit suicide and just leave...

"What for i live in this world where i dont know wad i want to do, who need me and where is the love??" this is wad i had in my mind...

Not until i bought a book named "We are IMPORTANT"...

This book has successfully twisted the mind of committing suicide and presented it in a funny way...

Actually, it made me think that "Well, it's so stupid to end our life"...

Especially when we've gone through many hard days and not yet feel the happiness awaiting....

Who knows?? Just at that particular second when u kill urself, there's some lucky incident waiting on the next second...

So, it's always good for us to think that "All these hardship and bad days are just teaching us to be grateful when we go through good days!!"

So, better dun think in a negative way....

There's always a way to solve our problem and at worst, just Pray to God and let Him shares our problems, you will feel better...

Everyone is important in this world....

It's always true unless you, yourself think that u're useless and unimportant, then u will....

So, learn to appreciate ur own life and live everyday to the fullest...

Rynn's 林宇中的干物世界签唱会ConCert!!永远支持你的好歌、好音乐的偶

2008-11-30T06:42:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! I cant really express my feeling now!!
It's Rynn(Ling Yu Zhong)'s concert in SUPP...
Well, once again, i got the ticket FREE!!
I went wif my sis and cousin, who luckily came to Kuching yesterday and were fortunate enough to have this opportunity to attend his concert.
I was REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HAPPY HAPPY now!! Yay~ Yay~ Yay~ Yay!!=D
Cant stop yelling...

I can just say...
Rynn was really handsome and attractive..Hehe *blush...eee...*
He sang excellently, still in good shape and nice, friendly...
Just now, when i asked him to sign my album that i'd just bought, i was really happy and excited...
Then, i softly said, " 林宇中，要加油哦!!"
I thought he din hear it... But....
He suddenly said, "嗯!! 我会的!!" And then looked at me... And shook hand wif me...
*hiax hiax...XD happy*

See?? I cant really express my feeling in even a simple sentence...just keep on "happy happy", which is true, wad my feeling is now...

However, every happy things wont have a perfect process afterall...
Well, my sis bought the album and got a cute notebook extra... So cute... And had Rynn's face inside it...
I wan it but she doesnt wan to give me... So, have to buy from frens now.. Dunno who's willing to sell it to me??
Then, next!! I wanna record the songs but then after he sang, just realised that the volume's not on... so no sound!!! OMG!!
Hmm.. luckily i still get to record my favourite song "远远"，but the other song, "改嫁", which is also my favourite 1, was not successfulyl recorded... Nvm...
And i get to take many many cute photos on him...
Hmm...Although a lil disappointment at first, but overall, really HAPPY!! (again)
Exactly the same as his album neh~XD

There're lots of pretty and nice photos to be uploaded soon...
Now cant upload cos card-reader spoilt le... Soon ya~^.^
加油!! 我会一直支持你的!!加油哦。。。

Where am i?

2008-11-27T10:42:00.000-08:00

Hmm... Ok!! I did something guilty now...
Guess wad?? I'm in da' Cyber Cafe!!
This is the first time, for sure...
My friends....Well, being in the cyber cafe isnt soo good, i would say...
The music's too loud, but somehow...Luckily there's noone else here...
Wad to do?? It's still early wa...
I guess my papa will b mad if he noes...
But, actually, i'm here wif my cousin,as he wanted to find his friend, who apparently works here...
So, guess like it's just an experience here...
I swear that i wont like to step my feet into a cyber cafe again...
Ok...Guess tat i'll b out soon...So, cant write more on tis...=D

Phew~

The time u say "I do"

2008-11-26T01:00:00.000-08:00

When u're a foetus,

Thou mum said,

"You are priceless,

To take this land.."

When u're a baby,

Thou parents said,

"Thanks cutie...

For brightening our day!!"

When u're a child,

Thou friends said,

"Hey dude, come on up!!"

playing with the sand,

and making ur papa mad..

Now,

when you are grown up,

You start to sigh...

"Ha~What a miserable life,

in a misty way.."

When shall i meet my lovely pair?

Till the date i spare my land...

Holding her hands together in mine,

Saying out loud, "You are mine."

As there's quarrel,

it begins again...

"I wont fren u, shall u beware..

to the end of my life,

i'll make u blind"

Yet, in happiness moment,

it starts all over again...

"I wont let u go..

Dont u dare to stay away..

Be my honey, be my mind,

Be the mummy of my kind.."

After years of wonder,

i finally found my bride...

Step into the church,

her hands in mine...

"Yes, I do.."

Both of us clarifies...

Till the end of our lives,

i will be hers and she will be mine..

2 years later,

I've got my "kind"

A same little cutie that brightens our life...

And now, the story begins again...

Bringing another Man,

To find his life...

How mighty our God has been...

With Love, the world is created...

From one's heart to another,

"Yes, I do...To be your maid.."

Serves You always deep in my core..

Love You always as my Father Lord..

Confusion + Headache +.+

2008-11-26T00:20:00.000-08:00

Okay... I'm really, indeed, absolutely confused now...
At first, he likes her...then she dun like him...
Then, she likes him, he dun like her...
And then, vice versa again... Confused!!
Wad's going on?? Hmmm....
okay, fine!!
Just wait and see who's tougher...T.T

Headache arr... not bcos of any other things...
But, in fact, my cousins are really going to turn me into nut nut liao...
First, my aunt asked me to help, studying together wif my cousin (boy of my age) for his Biology...
Thus, i've to persuade him to study wif me... Finally, he agreed...
Then, after studied Bio, just right after a few minutes then, my aunt said, " Lynlyn, help and guide Queenie to study..."
Ok lo... I've to play the "teacher"'s role and teach my younger cousin then...
But, there comes the headache-making problem..
I asked her to do 30 questions from her reference book, and guess wad?!
SHE NEGOTIATE WIF ME!! she gave herself 50% discount and just did 15 questions...
Wad to do?? She's my "friend-like" cousin bah...
So, i just let her be...
Well, however, eventhough i wanan let go, but my second sis came into the room and just snatched away my cousin's hp...She said, "U wont get back ur hp unless u finished doing all the 3 chapters' questions, which will b 90 questions afterall!!"
HahaXD serves u right!! ooppss=P
So, next time, i'm thinking of using this method too....
Guess that HANDPHONE is just like life for someone ya~ ^.<

The fruits' story (friendship can b fragile too)

2008-11-22T07:52:00.000-08:00

ok...How should i start this??

*Start*

Characters :
Apple
Orange
Strawberry=D
Kiwi
Watermelon
Plot--

-START-

Apple and orange were "used-to-be" frens before...
They worked together...talked to each other and laughed... (such a lovely frens)
However, they were not of the same "gang"...
Apple is a good fren of watermelon...(mayb cos both of them are red??haha...)
Whereas, orange is a good fren of strawberry!!
Now, both these gangs know kiwi, which acts as the "middle-character" at the end...

One day, apple and orange worked together on a project. Then, due to some misunderstandings, orange and apple quarreled....
As we all know, girls will talk to someone they know when they're sad, right??
Thus, orange told strawberry:
Orange said that apple was quite "bos-like" manner...
She doesn't wanna listen to wad the others said...
Moreover, she doesn't discuss with the other fruits, such as banana, pineapple,durian and others, who to be selected up to be part of the fruit committee too...
She made her own decision...
Besides, apple also scolded orange for doing her work wrongly and made apple being scolded by the fruit staller...
Ok, so, orange admitted that it's her fault on that...
But, apple even told kiwi, who's officially orange's relative, not to help orange in her work, just in-charge of some minor thing...
Orange think that: Ok, now!! my own relative has to be powered by the other person, i've no right on kiwi, wad for i've this relative then??
Out of anger, orange expressed her feelings through FRUITY-BLOGGER-WORLD!! (high-tech fruits in 21 century...hahaXD)
She blogged out all the unhappiness towards apple in her blog...

One day, during fruity-annual meeting, apple, who appeared to be the fruit queen, copyrighted orange's blog's article and passed it to everyone to read...
Orange was in such a great anger!! (explosion)
Then, apple started to loss juice (cry)...
She said that she was so stress cos no one respect her and blackmailed her.... said bad things bout her....
Orange was actually about to cry too, not bcos apple cried, but becos orange really angry that apple was turning over the whole story...
It was really rude of copyrighting the other's article, especially blog's article(as it's just like one's diary)..and worse, passed it around to everyone...

Strawberry think: --
No matter wad orange did wrongly, before the "copyrighting" incidents, it was orange's fault... But, after apple did that act, it was officially her fault now... As blog was just like diary...One can express their feelings through blog...It's JUST EXPRESSING FEELINGS!! How, can u actually made use of the "emotional-article" and accused that orange's saying bad things on u?? (come on lar...She's angry bah...) Do u really wish that someone will say something like, "Oh...How nice she is... Scolding me in front of everyone...How nice??" do u wish orange to say this?? That's so sarcastic lar... So, i really think tat printing's other blog's (emotional article) out was really rude... Dun tell me that when u're angry, u never told watermelon orange's bad things... Even when u're telling her the story...U're actually mentioning orange's bad things too...Even, when u print out the blog and told the other fruits that ORANGE'S SAYING YOUR BAD THINGS...u're saying her bad things too!! Fair n square..

Ok... Now, kiwi's character was in...

So, strawberry and kiwi actually discussed bout this matter for a long time...
They had seen how apple and orange turned from frens to enemies...
They wanted to help them, being each other's fren again...
Thus, strawberry and kiwi decided to advise each person...Strawberry, of course in-charged of orange and kiwi will advise apple...
Finally, strawberry succeeded in advising orange...
A few days later, orange posted on another blog(as she knew that apple was her "keen fans" in reading her blog ... She apologised to apple...
However, this time, apple din accept her apology...
Orange 's also quite a stubborn fruit, i could say...
She thinks, "ok...u dun wana accept my apology, then, wad else could i say then?? Both of us are wrong...I've step out one step...U're not willing to do so.. It's not my fault now.."

Strawberry was quite shocked when she knew the result...
This "unhappy" incident continued for about 6 months... (both fruits almost rotten by then, i guess...hahaXD)

Then, finally, after not talking to each other, one day...
During a fruity-clubs-meeting, apple and orange talked again!! Yeah!!
Somehow, the feelings are not the same as before anymore...
They cant talk and laugh non-officially as before...
But, i guess, this is good, as least they talk!!

****************************************************************
Orange almost forgets bout this unhappiness...when...suddenly...
One day, orange received two letters from kiwi and watermelon...
Both these fruits told orange that apple was not as bad as orange thought... Forgive apple...
WHAT??!!! wad on earth are these two fruits talking bout?? Hmm...
So, orange told strawberry bout this again...
Erm... This was wad strawberry think:
If i did something wrong, i apologized.... It's up to that particular person, whether to forgive me o not...
But, that's still that particular person's problem... I've apologized...
Wad's going wrong to make other ppl to come and ask me to forgive that particular person?? Come on lar!! It's her o him to forgive me, not me forgive him o her,iznt it?

-The END-

That's all the fruits' story is about...
I really dunno who's wrong, who's right...
And, maybe i dunno the really incident, o i wrote the wrong thing... Anyway, it's the fruit story...
It's just a fruit story... I hope that noone will want to print out my story... If u really wanna print out my story... I tell u wad... Thank you!! I'm really glad!! HeheXD (i really mean it.. It means u like my story..hahax=D)

In case there's really a real story in the fruits' world and they somehow get to see my blog through their "FRUITY-BLOGGER-WORLD" webiste... I advised u..
Forgive someone will make u more great than that person...

{Apologised need more bravery than u could think..
Frens are gift from God to us to help us and ease us in our difficulties....
Frenship is long-lasting...
Forgive ur frens, as they were used to be part of our happy memory...=D}

不解之缘2

2008-11-22T06:51:00.000-08:00

好特别的感觉哦。。。本来这故事我只是想抒发感情才写的。。
哪知，竟然得到了这么多热烈的回响。。。
好吧，那我就继续这故事好了。。。

*开始*

经过几天的思考后，晴想了很多。。。
首先，她想了想关于B 的事:
从他们认识到现在，晴和B 可以说是网络里的人物吧。。怎么说呢?
因为啊，晴和B永远只有在网络里会说比较多话；现实生活中，若想让他们聊上几句的话，就真的是一件苦差事啊。。。
"在现实生活中聊不上两句的人，真的可以在一起吗?"晴是这么想的。。。

另一边呢，晴有想了想诚的事情:
晴发现，越想诚，晴就似乎慢慢的在乎起诚的事情了。。
她会开始期待诚的信息。。。若没和诚通话，会失落。。。
这感觉，在诚不回晴的信息之后，变得更加强烈。。。
就最近啊，晴发现诚每天都几乎不回自己信息。。而且，真的是完全不回哦，一整天都找不到人的那种。。
晴开始很担心:
"是不是我做错了什么事惹他生气了呢?"
"是不是之前他所说的话都是一个美丽的骗局呢?"
"他是认真的吗?" 。。。
等等类似的问题开始周旋在晴的脑海里。。
因此，有一天晚上，晴从教堂回家后，便鼓起勇气拨电话给诚。。。

- "喂，睡猪(晴给诚的匿称)在忙吗?"
+ "没有啊。。刚刚打完篮球比赛回来哦。。"
- "我问你哦。。你是不是生气我啊?做么最近都不回我信息的?"
+ "没有啊。。就最近都在忙篮球比赛的事，很累啊。。。我，要去冲凉了哦。。"
- "哦。。。那，拜拜咯。。。"

*嘟~*

不久后，晴和诚就开始信息起来了。。。

{笨猪(诚给晴的匿称)是不是做了惹睡猪生气的事啊?不然你最近怎么会突然这么冷淡呢?}
[没有啊。。]
{真的?不过，没有就好了。。。在忙吗?}
[嗯。。最近都在比赛篮球啊。。。所以很累，要休息咯。。。]
{哦。。所以现在要休息了吗?}
[嗯是啊。。。对不起最近都没理你啊，又让你担心跟乱想咯。。]
{对咯。。不过，不要紧啦。。过去了。。晚安!!}
[那。。晚安咯!!]

*嘟~*

晴在想啊。。。自己是不是已经喜欢上诚了??
可是，她读了自己朋友的一篇部落格的文章，让她搞不清楚自己是喜欢还是爱诚。。。

或许大家会觉得诚不好，应该和B一起吧。。。
但是，B也让晴好伤心啊。。。
有一次，晴和文一起去吃饭时，晴遇见了B，在同一个商场里。。。
本来，晴是想过去打个招呼的。。
不过，就真的很想电视剧里演的一样，B身边出现了一位C (传闻中，和B配成一对的女孩)。。。
那时，C逛进了一间服装店。。而B就像电视剧里的男朋友应该做的一样，在店外等C。。。
或许一切不像晴所想的一样，但是晴就开始动摇了。。。
不是因为B不好，而是因为C条件太好了。。。
晴觉得---论姿色、学历、身材、高度。。。一切的一切，晴都是C的手下败将。。。比什么呢?
而B和C在现实生活中也是很好的朋友，很聊得来。。。
晴就退缩了。。。
不敢再和B说话。。
因为在晴的内心深处，晴都觉得B应该会选择C而不是她。。。
这是不是未战先败呢? 晴不知道。。。

而那时，诚虽然知道晴有喜欢的人了，他还是安慰晴。。。
+ "晴，不要伤心了。。。伤心会变丑丑哦。。看到了，也不用伤心啊。。。我会在你身边陪你的。。。不要伤心了。。。"
可能是传说中的机会吧 (对了，顺便提醒大家。。很多女孩真的会在最虚弱、无助的时候喜欢上那个待在身边安慰、陪伴自己的女孩哦。。。)。。。
所以，晴的内心里沉静的湖泊开始泛起了阵阵涟漪。。。

_结束_
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所以咯。。。他们的故事还是还没结束啊。。。
之间的缘分还在纠结着。。。
每次看似要分手了，却又挽回了。。。
诚会是晴的MR。RIGHT吗??
大家就当做是则生活小品文来欣赏吧。。。
让我们一起期待这缘分的结尾吧。。。

It's my Birthday!!yeah~

2008-11-21T23:49:00.000-08:00

Ok, it's my birthday today...*practically, i m old!!*
Hmm... I cant really remember who said that 16 years old is called after "sweet-16"??
I'm actually longing for this birthday...cos my birthday's actually quite late(as compared to most of my frens,who are always older than me!!XD), so...i was thinking of having a different birthday celebration this year...

Ok, so my foster brother(currently at new zealand) asked me to online at 12am today cos he said there'll b a surprise for me...
Wait, wait, waiting for half-an-hour, he finally online!! (he told me it was 5am there..)
So, right at 12am, he was the first to wish me Happee Birthday!! So touch, yet missing him too...cos he still remember and also becos it's a miracle that he was up so early...haha=D (no offense, this is the earliest i think, since i noe u...)
Then, there's suddenly a boom on my msn...so many conversation box appeared...
All da' "Happy Birthday" wishes... THANKS AGAIN, frens!!
Hmm... Then, my hp also rang, with all the messages of wishes too... But unfortunately, i cant reply all the thank you to u guys, cos my hp was dying up of bancruptcy.. Sorry too...
So, i stayed up till 1.30am....

In conjunction with that, i woke up late at 10am (but not the late-st since holidays had started..hehe=P)
Then, i suddenly realised that....
OMG!! I had a sorethroat... How come??
This's WRONG!!.... ok, Mr. Sorethroat, i wont let u ruin up my perfect, sweet day...Wait n see, hmph!!
Then, i watched tv.....Bla, bla, bla..(ah ma's life again..)
Oh ya!! I saw my papa just came back from some places, i reminded him to buy my burday number... *1121* hehe=D... It's the tradition i guess, for buying Toto, Magnum4d, or Cashsweep during special celebration... And my burfday number was quite often to be out!! (Those who bought this num after reading my blog, if u win, remember to give me some $ ya~)

After that, ok...It's FRIDAY, which means i've to report myself to En. Bahalludin again... PBK!!
Since Valerie and Ching are not going to tuition, i've to accompany JJ, as i'd promised...
Finally, we've finished the whole story on "Seteguh Karang"...
Nah~ i dont like the ending... Y izit Wan Asri and Anis were just friends?? Anis was really a tough girl... I would want to see her falling in love with Asri... The two As'...hahaXD Ok, but, at least, it's a happy ending that the whole family members got back together again...

Erm... well, mum sponsored me on my hp credit... And i got 50% extra credit for my birthday...(How good DIGI is...)
Then, i requested to go for PIZZA HUT... However, mum said she wanna go for KFC...
Okay, deal!! Both of these are my favourite...
Owh~ pizza!! (owh~ owh~ uuu~~ the cheeze!1 the cheeze!!)
KFC~ Yum yum... (look at the french fries...they're calling for me... I can hear u~)

But then, when we go home, mum said that i'm having a sorethroat right...Then, i'm not allowed to eat too fried-dy food...(in an exchange, she said the cost for 1 KFC-meal will then be used as my hp credit again tomoro...Yeah!! Haha=D)
Thus, i've to sacrifice my yummy (Watcha, ur saliva, girl!! *oopppss*) meal for extra hp credit...Hmm...Worth it, i guess..?
Then, mummy cooked my favourite food...Fried prawns somemore..HeheXD soo full...

In a nutshell, my birthday's going to end soon... In another half an hour again...
Ok, birthday wishes for the coming year...

Sweet-16-jocelynn-year wishes:
1. I hope that I can score good results (straight A1) in my SPM.

2. I hope that my family and friends are always happy and healthy.

3. I hope that my spiritual life can grows on everyday as i grow up everyday, to know God better and serve Him always.

Physics TuitioN At thE so-called famouS Sri SarjaNa.

2008-11-16T21:49:00.000-08:00

Hmm... So, there it is...
"Still have ta' attend tuition even though it's holidays?" I asked my frend, JJ, practically....erm, last week, during PBK tuition...
Ok, she told me that this tuition is basically FREE-OF-CHARGE!! So, who doesn't wanna get free tuition for only 3 hours?? So, i told my mum, and she was just nodding her head, "ok, go lar!!"
Now, i just came home from the tuition... It was......GOOD!! (not promoting...the teacher was nice..although the jokes-to-be, was really not funny)

I woke up at 7.30am today, wishing that i wont need to sit at the back during tuition later...cos my sis said tat the center's usually crowded when it's free....
Really tired, cos i slept at around...2am last night....(was lying oni, cant sleep cos worried that i might b alone in the tuition for 3 hours...c2pig!)

Luckily, i saw JJ and others there, so i sat wif JJ....Bla bla bla~(again, chit-chatting and gossiping---just wad girls usually do..i guess)
Then, the teacher entered...
Many people told me that he was "funny" in the (not-under-18-way)....
I was quite disappointed though, cos i cant catch wad's so funny bout his jokes...
He kept saying, "The harder the ball u have, the further it flies..." sth like tat when he explain impulsive force and inertia, and the boys laughed till like wad....
Besides, he also kept singing a weird song when he explained momentum, wif his sorethroat-voice.... "M~~~~V!!!M~~~~~~~~V!!" Guess that "MV" wont come, o might b experiencing explosion now...

Hey, wad's so funny arh?? Haiz... again, c2pig me!!

The time passed so fast.... I was actually expecting the teacher to teach us the tougher questions... But, he just discussed on the easier questions, yet skipping the tough questions... And some of the questions are not given the answers some more, so how can we check our answers at home?? Hmm....(Tat's not really good bout him, i think...So, have to think twice again whether i'm going to his tuition next year...O.o)

In a beanshell(lol, the brother of nut, they live next doors i think...XD), i think i will be going to Sri Sarjana tuition next year...The learning skills suit me...I think i can learn better in the "funny-yellow" teaching way... Guess have to register soon...
But, JJ said she's going Wednesday afternoon...I cant... I was trying not to go for tuition in the afternoon... Quite tiring...So, maybe i will stick to Thursday night i guess.... See ya~

不解的缘分1

2008-11-14T05:09:00.000-08:00

曾经想过。。
如果一个人身体受伤了，可以见医生。。
如果心灵受伤了，可以见心里医师。。。
不过，如果爱过了。。。但，受伤了，该找谁呢??

古语有云:心病终须心药治，解铃还须系铃人。

真的如此吗?那，如果分手了，难道就得找回前男友或女友了吗?

有个故事是如此的。。。

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有个女孩，她有位从小到大的好朋友。。
但是，升上中学后，她们就被分到不同的学校了。。。
有天，文拨电话给晴，说:
"晴，我们学校将要举办一个公开的义卖会哦。。。外人都可以来参观。。到时，我的学会还会举办一个友谊赛呢。。。很好玩哦。。。你来参加好不好?我帮你买票，反正我们都好久没见面了。。"
晴听了，便爽快的答应了。。。
义卖会那天，晴到了文的学校。。文看到了晴，便迫不及待地带晴去参加友谊挑战赛。。。
这游戏是以闯关最多这及最快的闯关完毕为赢家。。。
晴的队伍起先是落后的了。。。她们就很拼命的玩。。
到了最后第二关，晴的队伍始终找不到答案。。急了。。。
这时，关主，成，就暗中帮助她们，让她们顺利成为第二名。。
那时，成就对晴一见钟情了。。
他透过文，得到了晴的电话。。。
每天，他们都会彼此发信息给对方。。
慢慢的，晴也对成有了好感，和可以说是喜欢上他了。。
就这样，他们就正式的在一起了。。。
那应该是中一的事吧。。。
他们在一起的时候，起先，都是很美好，很甜蜜的。。。
但，慢慢的，晴从文得口中得知成在学校有个干妹妹。。。
那时，他的干妹妹失恋了，就一直找成。。
有一次，他的干妹妹哭了，成还抱她。。
晴得知这事后，很生气、吃醋、伤心。。。
他们也就冷战，然后分手了。。。

中二时，在新年期间，晴收到了小学同学的邀请，到她家去聚聚。。。
到同学家时，晴遇见了成。。。
本来以为会很尴尬的，可是，相反地，他们俩聊得很投契。。。无话不谈。。。
成发现他好像还很喜欢晴，晴也一样。。。
之后，他们就试着在一起。。。
维持了大约两个月后，事情又发生了。。。
他们又为了另一个女生而吵架。。。
但，这次，晴选择相信成，因为成曾经发过这信息:晴，永远不要离开我好吗?
那时，晴真的很感动得哭了。。
但，信任是有极限的。。
最后，他们还是分手了。。。

中三的长年假期时，成发了信息给晴:
我知道之前的我太幼稚了。。。我整个假期想了很多。。。晴，我还是很喜欢你。。。我们可不可以再给彼此一个机会?或许不会有很好的结果，但，我不想放弃我们之间的感情。。。我们。。复合，好吗?
其实，晴也知道，成有了两次的前科。如果在接受，或许又会是同样的结果。。
但是，晴真的很喜欢成。。。而且第二次的感情，让她也成长了。。。
她认为两个人都即将要升高中了。。。
应该都有成熟的思想来经营这段感情了吧。。。
而且，应该已经够了解彼此了吧。。。
在一起时，他们都学会了包容。。。
但是，当朋友时，他们都有很多话题聊，当在一起时，他们却常常没话说。。。
同样的，男方那儿也开始有了可怕的传闻。。。"成常常上课时，翻去后面和另一个很漂亮的女生说话哦。。"
可是，这次，晴选择相信成。。。
不过，成却常常不接晴的电话，不回晴的信息。。。让晴着不到人。。。
晴开始动摇了。。。那时，新年也接近了，晴想:如果结束了这段感情，或许我就可以不用烦恼，有个买好的新年吧。。。
因此，晴决定这次，就让她先提出分手吧。。。

虽然会哭、会痛、会想，但是，晴都克服了。。。

一年过去了。。。

这一年里，晴和成都会互发信息。。就像好朋友一样。。
最后，成的确是和那漂亮的女生在一起啦。。。
晴有时还会合成谈论那女孩的事。。并给予意见。。。
不过，最后，成和那女孩还是因为个性不合而分手了。。。

中四假期时，成打了一通电话给晴:
+"你有空吗?"
-"有啊。。怎么啦?"
+"没有啦。。。就聊聊也不行哦。。。"
-"当然是可以啦。。不过，你听起来不太好也。。"
+"晴，你现在有没有喜欢的人啊?"
-"嗯。。。。有啊。。。好久的事了。。。不过，他好像不喜欢我也。。。"
+"是吗?那，他对你好吗?"
-"好啊。。。他很照顾人。。。很值得信任，很稳重。。。做么?"
+"这样啊?哦。。。。我。。。没有啦。。。就想追你啊。。"
-"哈?你说什么?我听不到啊。。"
+"没听到就算了。。。不过我说的，你要好好考虑哦。。。"
-"考虑什么?"
+"哎呀。。。就我要追你的事啊。。。"
-"哦。。。什么啊?! "
+"我是认真的。。。"
-"可是。。。我们都经历了三次的感情也。。。你觉得还会有第四次吗?"
+"我也想过。。。但是，我们分手后，每次都可以像很好很好的朋友一样说话。。我很开心。。像我和其他前女友啊。。都不会联络了。。但是，就你最特别。。"
-"可是。。。我们每次分手都是为了其他女生。。你很花心也。。。我怕这次也一样也。。而且我不像在中五十谈恋爱，不想想这些问题。。"
+"其实，我也在想说，我们可不可以现暂时这样，然后SPM后，再在一起。。算是看看我们合不合得来。。"
-"我。。。不能给你确定的答案和承诺，因为或许在这段期间，你会遇到更好的女孩，我会遇到更好的人。。所以，我觉得现在握们就当时很好很好的朋友先吧。。好不好?"
+"好。。我会努力的。。我会等你。。"
-"拜拜。。"

*嘟。。~*(电话挂了)

虽然是说维持这好朋友的关系，但成每次发信息时，都会用暧昧的匿称称呼晴。。
晴觉得成已经逾越了好朋友的定义了。。。
因此，晴认真的考虑。。。
她认为说:

{如果有个人去一个超商，第一次时，撞到透明的的滑动式玻璃，那或许是因为她不熟悉那地方。。
如果撞到第二次，是不小心。。
第三次，是笨。。。
那么，第四次嘛，应该是无药可救了吧。。。}

她是那么认为的。。
可是，心里某处又一直在试图说谢什么似的。。
她就拿成和她现在喜欢的男生，B比较。。。
她开始觉得，成的条件不比B好。。。
她觉得她应该可以和B走得更久(如果是比起和成的话)。。。
但是，晴又认为，她自己已经混乱了。。。她开始不知道她是真的喜欢上B，还是只是因为B的人好。。。是条件，而不是感觉?
那，对成呢? 她知道那是感觉。。
但是，却还蛮肯定的觉得那是一段很难会走得久的感情。。。

在还没理清自己的感情以前，晴不想给成任何答案，因为她怕会再次后悔。。。
虽然或许结果会无药可救，但是。。。也有可能她不答应。。。

*将会继续。。。*

那，你们都读完了有什么感觉呢??
不管你是不是BLOGGER，都欢迎你写些回应给我哦。。。
好让我可以将这故事谢完个美好的结局。。。
不管晴选了谁，都会是好结局吧。。只是，她选的人是不是对的?
那救由你们在这里讨论咯。。。
一定要回COMMENT 哦。。。
谢谢!!

11月13日---七姐妹再次突袭THESPRING

2008-11-14T04:13:00.000-08:00

昨天真的很开心又惊喜啊。。。
我们七姐妹再次约在THESPRING。。。本来我们呢，是约11。30AM 的。。。
结果，我和星吟11。10和11。20 就到了。。。所以我们两个就先上楼逛逛咯。。。
等着等着，不知不觉地就11。45酱了。。。正当我们俩还在纳闷其他人怎么这么迟时，佳佳就来电了。。
最后，NIKKI 就找到我们，还亲自带我们去找其他人。。。
到FISHMANHENTAM时，她们都已经在那儿等着了。。。还有叫了一桌菜候着。。。

原来，她们11点就已经到了。。。她们是为了帮我和星吟庆祝生日才会这么早到的。。。
好感动哦。。。而且，她们还送了我们俩各一份礼物呢。。。
我的那份呢。。。是一个HELLO KITTY 的置物盒。。这盒子是我在银河看到的哦。。
本来就很想很想要了。。。。本以为她们不会买的。。结果，她们真的买了，还瞒了我这么久啊。。。我真的很SURPRISE 哦。。。谢谢!!
至于星吟的嘛。。。是一条项链。。。很漂亮，她也很喜欢。。。
然后我们就开开心心的吃着一大盘的鱼片和薯条。。很饱!!
不过我和星吟很明白这顿饭的价格。。。很贵哦。。。
不好意思也。。。。你们为了我们的生日那么费心。。。再次谢谢!!

然后，当然，我们就继续逛街咯。。。
逛街基本上是没买什么的啦。。但是，就是特别享受和朋友一起出去玩的感觉啊。。
我们去了很多间店。。。衣服、鞋子、化妆和小摊子等，都逛了一遍。。。
不过，慧勤很迟才到啊。。。因为她得去外婆家一趟之类的。。。
最后，我什么也没买，因为，每次只要我要付钱时，星吟就会提醒我说，我不需要那种东西之类的。。。
也对啦，因为基本上，只要是粉红色和可爱的东西，我都会不假思索地买了，然后，回家后，也不知是有什么用途的。。。哈哈
而，NIKKI 和MICHELLE 就买了指甲油。。。
我们在那间店逗留了很久啊。。。直到店员的脸都有点臭了。。。
奇怪!!我们要买他们的产品当然是要仔细的试咯，酱才知道哪个颜色适合我们嘛。。。
开门做生意也不用这么凶嘛。。。

我呢，因为我是和二姐和表妹一起去SPRING的，所以，我不时不时就被二姐唤去看她试的衣服和鞋子是不是适合她? 唉。。。本来还想和朋友好好逛逛的。。
然后我们就走啊走的，突然，眼前有些眼熟的身影走过。。
原来是ALVIN和他的GANG咯。。。
有LENA，WEINA，MATTHEW，MAGDALENE，YINJIN 吧。。。
他们也在逛街，不过太远了，所以也没来得及打招呼，我们就走了。。。

回到家后，我就把礼物拆了。。。然后，开始享受的把握以前到现在的饰物战利品放进置物盒里。。。很享受呢。。。
真的很、哦，不@应该说是超级无敌喜欢你们送我的礼物!!
谢谢!! 所以啊，为了报答你们，我也想了一个很棒而且非常有纪念性的礼物(我认为啦*)给你们哦。。。
哈哈。。。充满期待的等待明年的生日吧。。。

最后，昨天真的是今年一个最美好的回忆哦。。。七姐妹和MICHELLE，我很爱很爱你们!!

永远的好朋友，YAM~~~~~~SENG!!!!

Shoo!! exam , Holiday Planning

2008-11-05T05:16:00.000-08:00

Phew~ Finally my exam had ended well.....
oooppps, mayb i should say, i survive from the paper war, but whether it's a win o lost, have to wait for the results 2mr...
Hope, i can survive from these too...

Well, the exam had ended, so i dun wan to talk bout it now...
Ok, i've asked papa whether i can go for the St. Teresa's telematch....He allowed!! Yeah~ ^.^
Then, he also gave me the permission to attend the ISCF year end gathering dinner... So happy=D
Thus, tis means my November planning will be having more fun...

2day, i also had a meeting wif other Red Crescent's committees... We discussed bout the year-end Fun Come Training Camp's activities... It's so so fun... Everyone is in-charged on 1 particular area...
Hmm....i'm in-charge of the indoor games and presentation... Guess tat would be a great memory for all of us this year, especially the older committees.....
For the last day, we will be having fun activities too.... Looking forward to those funs.... *cant mention them now, o else the other members might noe*

Weird......
Really weird.....
EXTREMELY WEIRD....
Super Duper Hyper extremely weird.......
Y? y? y?
I cant feel the excitement of having a real holiday now....
I m really not-happy bout it... although finishing the exam is quite relieved, but holidays are just around the corner....
I m just a bit bit "down" bout it.....
It might be quite boring again...
Anyways, I've actually planned on the activities for the coming holidays:

Rough planning:-

15 november- go to the Spring wif 7 sisters.
STUDY (cant believe that study is quite a main activity during holidays, for SPM of course)
Sleep
Watch television (follow up my favourite soap movie)
Tidy up my room (aiming to decorate my room into pinky pinky nest)
Church fellowship activities
Camp
Cousin's wedding
ISCF dinner
Back to Sri Aman (providing tuition to my cousins, according to my aunt, i'll have salary for this....HeheXD)
Shopping
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
STUDY
Intensive tuition for physics, chemistry and bm
Celebrating my Sweet-16-birthday wif family..=D

Wow!! Tat's a lot... I actually had 20 activities to be done.. But, let's see.... The MAIN activity is.......STUDY!!

Ok, dun be speechless....=.="
I'm not willing too... But, it's the last chance for me in this year....
O else, i might regret my whole life for using the holidays for nothing....

Oh ya!! I've a great plan in process now...
I want to KEEP FIT!! Should be slimming down i guess....
Cos, well, i admit that i'm really some1 that like to eat a lot... I cant stop once i'm stucked to sth that i liked sooooo much.....such as hamburger, french fries, nudget and others....
So, apparently, i'm getting fatter and fatter.....
This plan was actually in progress since June, but failed cos i'm still studying..
So, i need more energy....
Therefore, during holidays, i wont need to study that much...
So, hopefully, my plan will succeed....
Gambateh!!

EXAM is "going" to be OVER!!!!

2008-11-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

Yeah!! Finally, the school final exam is going to say "bubai" to me....
Ya, bye~ i wont miss u either....
Hmm....I cant imagine how can i survive in this 3 weeks paper war??
It's so-called torturing my own mind and wasting my precious time for sleeping...

So, let's see.... What's my opinion on this exam??
"Damn hard!!"
Oopps..=X

Hope u "wont" see that phrase...
*in fact, i hope the teacher will see this and know wad we all think..*
Ok!! Back to the point....
At the first week, it was all okay...except for sejarah, which made me suffered all night, memorising all the facts and wad the "tamadun" thingi had to do with me?!
Teacher said, "When we study history, we will know wad had happened before and tried not to do the same mistake again..." okay, something like tat....
But..... But!!! I really dun wan to wad happened a few "masihi" ago....
Come on lar!! At tat time, there's not much development yet.... Maybe there is... But it's long long ago... And all the names are really difficult to get into my mind.... (no place for all of the tokoh, sorry!=P)
So, i STRONGLY believed that Form 4 history really had nothing much contribution to us...^.^
Hehe.... ( Pn. Maimunah, dun be sad... I still study though...)
Then, oh ya!!
The very 1st and 2nd day, we had all the science experimental reports crinkled altogether....
How am i suppose to memorise the biology and chemistry experimental reports at the same time....
I'm quite glad that i din write out the chemistry report for biology and vice versa....
At least.....I got over that...1!! yeah~

Then, very funny.... We had a long rest and continued our exam on the next wedenesday....
Isnt this weird... My sis said she never see any school had this kind of exam before....
1 week exam then rest for 5 days and continued again....
*Want us to re-charge our power, i think*

Second week:

1. Wednesday-

Add Maths 1 & 2..

Teacher.... Paper 2 was not as easy as u said.... Oh!! I might even fail.... I think i put blank for 1 question... and the others.... I dunno how to do... So i just copy the questions down and do "something" to the questions... But i'm sure that's not the answers lar... *Hope i can passed for add maths*

2. Thursday-

We had biology 2 and BM 1

Bio was kinda difficult...Wad is the "eutophocytes?" something like that... Izit an animal or plant?? I think i did that wrongly... Hmm...Then, it's continued by BM 1... Writing essay could be hard too, especially when ur hand is really painful and numb....

3. Friday-

Chemistry 2 and BI 1

Chemistry was okay... But BI was kinda worried... I'm not really good in english.. So, basically, i think essay-writing is very hard... I cant express my idea well in beautiful phrases... So.... ah...nvm...

So, that's all i had for now... Monday, we will continue our exam again..
We have EST 1&2, Mathematics 1, physics1, bio 1, chem 1 and sivik as the last subject...
Hope i can survive in the war.... Afterall, it's objective questions.. Get all the bullets well-prepared for "tembak" Haha!!=D

Next thing...
MY ELDEST SIS HAD CAME BACK!!
I'm not sure whether it's a good news o not...
I had always wanted her to come back.... But then....
Once she's back, hide all the food in ur kitchen o else she will finish up all the things...]
The cakes.....cookies....drinks....Owh!!

U know, during exam, when i studied, i really feel very hungry... So all these food were like fuel for me....
But, somehow, i think my sis is "hungry-ier" than me...
She ate NON-STOP!!
So, second sis calls her "THE BIG RAT" now....
Quite suits her i think...XD
And, my second sis had this "brilliant" idea...
She hid all the food when we were not at home the other day....
And when i wanna eat....go the the table, nothing's there....
When i asked her, she said, "I hid them...So, the big rat cant eat!!"
Okay~ BUT NOW, U HID THEM!! i cant eat either!!
*stupid leh..*
Wad if u hid them for too long and somehow, u forgot where they are....
How?? By the time u found them, they might be expired liao lar....
Haiz....

Erm, last night, i begged mum to brign me to KFC!!
Then, I had this Zinger Mac with cheezy wedges...Yum* yum*=P
Unfortunately, i got sick today....
Sneeze since around 6am and cant sleep since then....
Now, still sneezing....
"apu~CHIU!!!!"
*where's my tissue??* [wait ya~ chiu!!]

Finding tissue.....

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..............HA.....HA......CHIU!!!......................................................
oopps!!

*Back!!*

I think...I need to take a logn nap later....

That's all for now.... Have to deal with my nose ya~

After i finished my exam, sure blog blog bloggy all week.... HeheXD

Saw this inTerestinG passaGe in FrenSters...

2008-11-01T01:39:00.001-07:00

放弃我
其实也是一种美
这种行为并不懦弱
因为放弃也需要勇气

放弃
并不代表逃避
因为放弃也是一种选择
这也是一种理性的表现

一次默默的放弃，放弃一个心仪却无缘份的朋友；
放弃某种投入却无收获的感情；
放弃某种心灵的期望；放弃某种思想。

这时就会生出一种伤感，然而这种伤感并不妨碍自己去重新开始，
在新的时空内将音乐重听一遍，将故事在说一遍！
因为这是一种自然的告别与放弃，它富有超脱精神，因而伤感得美丽！

★＿不论在生活中，还是在网上，人人都会有朋友
　　朋友是什么?朋友就是彼此有交情的人,彼此要好的人
　　友情是一种最纯洁、最高尚、最朴素，最平凡的感情
　　也是最浪漫、最动人、最坚实，最永恒的情感
　　人人都离不开友情，你可以没有爱情，但是你绝不能没有友情
　　一旦没有了友情，生活就不会有悦耳的和音，就死水一潭
　　友情无处不在，她伴随你左右，萦绕在你身边，和你共渡一生

　　朋友是一种相遇
　　大千世界，红尘滚滚，于芸芸众生、茫茫人海中
　　朋友能够彼此遇到，能够走到一起
　　彼此相互认识，相互了解，相互走近，实在是缘份
　　在人来人往，聚散分离的人生旅途中
　　在各自不同的生命轨迹上，在不同经历的心海中
　　能够彼此相遇、相聚、相逢，可以说是一种幸运
　　缘份不是时刻都会有的，应该珍惜得来不易的缘

　　朋友是一种相知，朋友相处是一种
　　相互认可,相互仰慕，相互欣赏，相互感知的过程
　　对方的优点、长处、亮点、美感，都会映在你脑海，尽收眼底
　　哪怕是朋友一点点的可贵，也会成为你向上的能量
　　成为你终身受益的动力和源泉
　　朋友的智慧、知识、能力、激情，是吸引你靠近的磁力和力量
　　同时你的一切也是朋友认识和感知你的过程

　　朋友是一种相契
　　朋友就是彼此一种心灵的感应，是一种心照不宣的感悟
　　你的举手投足，一颦一笑，一言一行，
　　哪怕是一个眼神，一个动作、一个背影、一个回眸
　　朋友都会心领神会
　　不需要彼此的解释，不需要多言，不需要废话
　　不需要张扬，都会心心相印的
　　那是一种最温柔、最惬意，最畅快、最美好的意境

　　朋友是一种相伴
　　朋友就是漫漫人生路上的，彼此相扶、相承、相伴、相佐
　　是你烦闷时，送上的绵绵心语或大吼大叫
　　寂寞时的欢歌笑语或款款情意
　　快乐时的如痴如醉或痛快淋漓
　　得意时的善意的一盆凉水
　　在倾诉和聆听中感知朋友深情
　　在交流和接触中不断握手和感激

　　朋友是一种相助，风雨人生路
　　朋友可以为你挡风寒，为你分忧愁，为你解除痛苦和困难
　　朋友时时会伸出友谊之手
　　是你登高时的一把扶梯，是你受伤时的一剂良药
　　是你饥渴时的一碗白水，是你过河时的一叶扁舟
　　是金钱买不来，命令下不到的
　　只有真心才能够换来的最可贵

　　朋友是一种相思，朋友是彼此的牵挂
　　彼此的思念，彼此的关心，彼此的依靠
　　思念就像是一条不尽的河流，像一片温柔轻拂的流云
　　像一朵幽香阵阵的花蕊，像一曲余音袅袅的洞箫
　　她有时也是一种淡淡的回忆，淡淡的品茗、淡淡的共鸣

　　朋友是一种相辉，就像是夜空里的星星和月亮
　　彼此光照，彼此星辉，彼此鼓励、彼此相望
　　朋友也就是镶嵌在默默的关爱中
　　不一定要日日相见，永存的是心心相通
　　朋友不必虚意逢迎，点点头也许就会意了

　　流星虽逝美好的愿望依旧在心底
　　于是所有的日子都轻松，于是所有的负重都甜美
　　于是不会再后悔，于是不会遗憾未了又遗憾
　　于是过去了的成为回忆，于是今天拥有的不会再无奈
　　拥有过的,永远不会失去，没有得到的,亦无须苦苦追求
　　是你的,迟早都是你的，不是你的,永远都不会属于你
　　只要你不为天长地久而苦恼，不必为失去的而遗憾
　　不必留恋昨天，只在乎曾经拥有

　　男人女人们的友情:
　　不知是谁说过,
　　男人的友情是写意，女人的友情是工笔
　　男人的友情是物质的，女人的友情是精神的

Final exam soon....PMR-ers, good luck!!

2008-10-11T09:09:00.000-07:00

Hmm, final exam's coming soon...It's next next week, so cant blog liao...Not after my exam ends....
Ok, so PMR is tis coming mondays...I wonder, how does the form 3 feel? I still remember tat during my year, i was really nervous and had nightmare very often...
However, now, when my Form4's almost came to an end, i really think tat, come on lar!! Form5's worse, man!!
Haha...=D Okay, i noe tat, k?!
Anyway, Good Luck to all the PMR students...!!
Joshua, Evon, Jordy(the cute 1), Sonia, Jonathan, Shian hUi, and others....
God Bless...Dont be too nervous... God's by ur sides...

Selamat Hari Raya=P~

2008-10-03T09:42:00.000-07:00

Yeah!! I cant believe it!! My papa actually agreed that i can go visiting wif my frens during the Hari Raya this year...
Ok, so it all started on 2/10 and ended successfully on 3/10....

Schedule for 2/10:

Meet at Lena's house...
Go to Liyana's house
Go to Nadiya's house
Go to Rashidah's house...

ok, liyana house was nice...We ate lots of things...Enjoying ourselves...

Then, once we reached nadiya's house, all of us were like "WOW-ing" all the way....
Her house is really nice and beautiful (especially the garden, our favourite spot)...
Then, at Rashidah's house, i was totally bitten by 11 satays.... I finished all the 11 satays and ended up phobia now...Kinda stop eating satay for at least 1 week... Haha=D

Schedule for 3/10:

Meet at Lena's house.
Go to Asmah's house
Go to Pn. Maimunah's house..(our sejarah teacher)
Go to Pn. NurFadzlin's house(our ex-BM teacher)
Go to Pn Azlin's house (our EST teacher)

Let's see... Today was really a high-and-low day..
What i mean is....Like once we started to talk, then laugh, laugh, laugh, suddenly quiet again...
HahaXD.... Asmah's house was really romantic..Very cozy...get to eat curry and ketupat!!

Then, once we reached pn. maimunah's house, her house was really full wif ppl... We called our presence as "self-service" visiting... Haha...Cos, teacher was quite busy "layaning" other teachers... So, we just get our own food and talk and made the house like ours... Teacher's little boy, AmarIman, was really a cutie...The eyes soo big.... Then, we ended up watching Tom and Jerry together... HahaXD

At Pn.NurFadzlin's house, we met another cutie too, who r really interested in F1-competition...
Teacher was really rich...and dun "pray-pray" in teacher's house er... Everywhere had knife and parang... Hehe=X
Wif our Ex-BM teacher, Pn.NurFadzlin...

Lastly, at Pn. Azlin's house was the "highest" among all... It was such a gathering that we met almost all classmates there... We ate a lot yummy food and very enjoying lar...
Chatting, taking photos and other stuff too...Cant help thinking that time just passed by like this...Haha...

Ok, so tat was our 2-day visit to various places...Really enjoyable...

Before i ended my diary...Selamat Hari Raya once again!!

Ways to releasE StreSs+ FaciNg ExamS...+u+u

2008-09-28T06:30:00.000-07:00

Lst Saturday, i went to church for the youth fellowship again....
It's the second time for this month...I guess...
Well, our church had kindly invited the principal of Chung Hua Middle School No.4 to give a speech on ways of handling exams...
Hmm, it's very beneficial.....

Now, let me reveal the secrets behind this...

1} Before exam..

Actually every teacher will have a syllabus on what the exam questions will be out, like mayb Chapter 3 will have more topics or Chapter wad will have less topics out... So, we can actually asked from them to see which chapter we should focus more...And, if we have an experienced teacher, they can actually spot which questions will be out...So, get some examples from them...

If like we are sitting for SPM or PMR, we dont have enough time to revise anymore...Dont force ourselves... There's a way... DO EXERCISE!! Well, sometimes, even though u study much, but when u wanna apply wad u had studied on the particular questions, it's just difficult..So, practise through exercise, reference books... (from different materials, do as much as possible) well, this is because once u cant finish ur revision, exercise is the cream of the chapter..It's d summary... If u r fortunate enough, u will also find that some of the questions are just appear to be the same as the exercise u had done...

Do pass year questions... Dont think that the questions that had been out on the previous year wont repeat again... Who knows?? (u r not the examiner, come on lar!! ) So, just make sure that EVERY QUESTIONS on the pass year questions, u understand and u know how to do them...

2.} During exam

Take care of ur health... Dont eat heavy food before ur exam... Like laksa.... And dont eat too much "very healthy" food like gimseng, bird nest o etc.... Sometimes, ur body might cant stand the "healthyness"...

Drink water before exam... But not too much... Not until u feel like going to the toilet during exam... Just enough to quench ur thirst... Cos, the principal said, our brain or nerves need water to transfer the information... I guess, so just drink a little then...

PRAY before u start ur exams... This is according to me... Cos it works!! So, pray sincerely, dont be nervous, just let everything go smoothly.... Dont think too much....

Do the questions that are easier... The ratio is always like 30% easy questions, 50% intermediate questions then 20% advanced questions...So, make sure u can grab all the 30% and 50% in hand.... The examiner wont stand beside u and insist that u must start from question 1 then 2, 3, 4.... So, if the first question u dont know how to answer, jump!! skip it, then do the ones that u know... But, remember to put a mark on the questions that u skipped... And do it after u have finished the others.... As long as u can finished the questions, it's ok!! NEVER PUT BLANK ON THE QUESTIONS U DONT KNOW HOW TO DO!! Cos, at least u wrote something, sometimes it will give u marks....

Be careful of the unit used, especially for Maths and Physics.... Sometimes, they used gram, then changed to kilogram again.. so, must circle out all the units, so that u wont miss it... Isnt kinda sad if u really know how to do the questions, but u didnt change the unit...?

3} After exams

Never discuss after exams.... Students like to discuss after exams... Maybe cos too nervous o wad... But iscussion will just make u more nervous... So, never discuss... "Who cares??" remember this sentence.... Afterall, the next day u wont be sitting for the same paper again, so dont think bout it.... What's more important is the next exam... Cos, once u discussed and found out that u had done the questions wrongly, it will affect ur feelings and ur concentration for the next paper... So, relax... Dont care bout the past...

After the exam had ended, looked for ur teachers to find out all the answers and solutions... not only the questions u did wrongly, but also the questions that are correct.... I know, sometimes students just tend to "tembak" and luckily they got it correct, but they didnt bother to find out the answer, "It's correct wat!!" this is wad they think... But if the questions are out again, do u know how to solve it?? Hmm.... so, have to learn from ur mistakes....

So, basically, that's wad i wanna share.... It's kinda true right?? Especially the discussion part after exams... Cos, sometimes even though i dont wan to discuss, but the others will just discuss it loudly and if i accidentally heard it, i will feel so bad and sad...

So, with these, i hope my next exam will be better...

GambaTeh!! Jia you!!! :]

SayIng of Da' Day:
God will only help the one that is confident and really work hard for something that he or she wanna achieve....

M i dying??

2008-09-18T06:47:00.000-07:00

How can life be so miserable when i m actually over the moon and then back down to earth with a loud smash??

I feel like i m dying ... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... .....................................................................................................................................................................
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.................................I M DYING.....
i m actually trying to type till i feel better, but i dont really feel better now...
It's still the same... I knew that when i started to get emo, it will start for a long time...
I will lose my smile again...Our english teacher, Mdm Ng has given us an assignment before, asking us to write down all the causes that we faced that may lead us to stress or depression...
Well, i have to admit that mine should be the longest cos i have written two pages for that.. and it's just simply not enough...
I m easily depressed then started to feel emo again...
For example

1. i m stress cos i think i downloaded the Chinese star program to type reports for Persatuan Bahasa Cina and now, my computer is in VIRUS... How can this be?? So, does this mean that i need to delete my chinese star program? But i need it for my club... wad should i do?

2. then, i feel so stress out cos im having my first aid exam soon... Well, this is my last year...I m kinda regret cos i din take the exam earlier... I scare that i might fail this exam...And that will be very embarassing cos my junior will be taking the exam with me...if they passed, and i failed...Owh!! Tat's so bad... How can i teach them again?? What should i do?

3. My camera's memory is full now, so i might have to transfer them to my pendrive... But the device used to transfer the photos, is lost!! My sis might need the camera wif some space for other photos, so do i need to delete the photos? I havent transfer anything yet..!! It's the disection day of da mice... I would like to upload the photos though... and the mooncake festival's too... What should i do?

4. My sis just like to quarrel with me... It's not that i have done sth wrong, but she just loves to make me angry.. and scold me for being angry o rude... Ok!! Fine! Now, i wont say a word then, and let u feel the quietness in the house without my voice... (cos im always the noisiest)... I also wanna practice not to talk too much in school...

5. Recently, i have thought too much bout someone... Not to mention who that person is...But, he indeed influenced my mind... So, i have decided not to think anything bout him anymore... It just makes me feel so mindless... I decided to concentrate in my studies and go overseas to study... I hope he will too... So, we can study together, but i know that's still very long time from now... I've thought hard...Now, it's not the time for us as spm is soon (next year) and it would be nice if both of us can study hard together to get the good achievement.... The future is still far away from us... Being friends at the meantime will be better as a test between us... Then, i started to realise that, "like" and "love" are just simply very tough for me.... So, i wanna take it easy... and clear my mind off... I wana study....Ok, i like blogging... I like to express my feeling here although i knew that many people wil lread bout it.... I still like blogging... especially when i m emo.... Cos, writing a diary is a slow process for me and i myself think that i can type faster than write... So, here i m.... Nagging with all the problems i have faced...

Will get well soon, maybe 2 more weeks later or maybe even till the end of the year....
This is the starting towards a quiet year next year....

M i dying with all this symptoms? When i read wad i have typed, it just seems to be small matters but all these tiny-whinny jsut ruined up my life at the meantime... I wanna smile...=D
Please....
God, i noe that You r always with me when i m sad... You r always there to be by my sides and say "It'll over sometimes"... I m following You now... Isit time for me to take up the test in my life, to grow tougher and more mature?? If tat's ur demand, i will follow You...
Please, please protect me and make me stronger to go through these challenges and dont let me collapse before i have succeeded... With all my heart and the name of Jesus, i pray..

Amen.

Happy Mooncake Festival!!

2008-09-14T06:39:00.000-07:00

Oh, it's mooncake festival again...
Hmm, it seems to be a tradition that everyone will lit the lantern during this festival, all even some1 aged lyk me!!
Just now, my sis and i lit the lanterns...Well, basically all the lanterns are lit by her and i just watched tv...HeheXD
Hmm, however, at first, i was really high and happy bout this festival...
Then, out of no way, i just suddenly feel down...
I think i m really emo!!
Ok, so we ate dinner, then the mooncake...
Hmm, my papa said the mooncakes are getting sweeter and sweeter....
Not like the original flavour...Ok, i guess this is the "contribution" of food preservative like sugar, etc...~
Erm, then...Oh ya!! Our dog has their "mooncake" too..
Hehe, we gave it to them...Then, they have tis big feast with their bones...
And, finally, i took some photos of the mooncakes and the lanterns...

I guess, it's not a special celebration for my family, as there are only four of us and all are so-called grown up people already... Hehe=D

7 sis I=D

2008-09-12T07:34:00.000-07:00

Owh!! I just cant wait to tell the other bloggers bout 7 sis...
Well "7 sis" by the name, there are 7 of us that get together as sisters... Our relationship is really tight and good...
Although, there are always some quarrels with each other, but i think that's how sisters get along and love each other more...
Cos the more we quarrel, the more we care bout the others....true|? Hmm, now, let's start of with the results that have been collected...

First of all, the one that sit next to me is LJJ...She is the only "sis" that happen to be in the same class as mine!! So, we sit together and talk crap everyday, but very often, i'm the one that talk TOO much till she will say, "Enough Jt, dont get too high!!"...true!!
If she hasnt stop me, i might get too high and ends up dehydrate...Haha...XD She said that i'm quite an emo-type-girl... Offense!! That's not true...I'm just being emotional... Ok, she is the most stubborn among us...(which she admits it)... erm, she just cant think something in the other way and stick to her own opinion sometimes when she thinks IT SHOULD BE LIKE THAT!! (like u-noe-who im talking bout)... Though she's stubborn, she is very responsible...It's that u can just lay on her to do projects and other stuff... Or i should also say that she is my "walking memory pad"... I always relay on her to jot down sth important...(cos i have bad memory--512 only, she got 16gb) Hehe...=P
She also lyk to watch tv...Oh ya!! For those who want to look for her, remember to get her hp num, she doesnt have a house phone yet...Just move to new house... Btw, remember ya~ If you wanna look for JJ, dont call her at 9.45pm onwards....Cos, she will be glued to the tv to watch her favourite movie by then... Eventhough it has ended by now, but there's still another good one starring on... Wad else?? Well, her appearance...She is taller that me (cos i'm the shortest among them), she wear specs, skinny, used to have straight hair, but now the hair curled up already... Oh!! A great identity for JJ, she likes to "touch" or i should say rub on the corner of the collar of her school uniform for no reason...Maybe cos her hands are itchy? Ij ust knew that it's getting spoilt, JJ!! The thread is getting out now...And it turns black...Dun rub on it again... and dun try it on me too....XD

Then, it's CXY... No offense, i'm not arranging the names according to the important 1... I just suddenly think of my church activity on this coming saturday so i wrote yin first, who happened to be same chuch as me... Yeah!! Hmm, well, XY is the "christian-type-girl"... She is the secretary for our school's ISCF club and the secretary for the youth of our church.... Erm, sometimes, i'm kinda like "rubbish bin" for her to throw out all her anger and sadness.... In fact, i enjoy listening to all those stuff and give her some opinions too... Hehe, cos im ke po....
|She is also very popular among guys.... cos she is very pretty and quite tall too, and she plays badminton well..... So, boys like her not only like "brother", but also discovers her lady-side.... XY, i'm quite enzy of u bout tis lar.... Haha...XD What else?? Oh!! She is also the prefect of our school.... As a "duscipline-biro" prefect, i just think that she is too kind lo....So nice de...Never see her scolding other students.... As far as i know, both of us share the same person whom we dislike.... XY, u know lar.... Then, she is quite gentle in other way, like she knows how to play piano and dance... OMG!! She seems to be perfect....But of course, she has her bad habit too.... Well, i almost forgot bout all these, so it might not be the truth...
Others told me like she is quite xiao qi??(get angry easily)... Erm, still need to be discovered and investigated in the future....Have to be confirmed....

After that, it will be AHMA!! OK, ahma is CHC!! (oh no!! reminds me of KFC, dunno y, it just sounds so match=chc,kfc) back, back....Erm, talking bout ahma, i really wanna scold her badly.... "Come on lar, ahma!! Get rid of the ahma-style wearing liao..." A not bad conclusion for her... Hmm, HC likes to wear something weird on her.... It's not that the clothing has something wrong with them....It's the way she wore them... HOW CAN PINK MATCH WIF GREEN?? U told me that just now during pbk tuition when i wore a pink sweater with my uniform and green tie on.... Ok, so i think that is weird too, so i take off the green tie... But, but, u still wear the pink long-sleeves-shirt with the green pants.... CHANGE IT!! Ok, let me teach u now...I might not be good in fashion, but my sense is quite reliable.... The safest way to dress is like matching the bright colour shirt with black and white, that will make u look simple but good.... Erm, well, JJ has wrote bout u in her own blog so i dont want to mention bout "U R GOOD IN ADD MATHS AND U LIKE TO CRY" thing.... Oopps!! I mentioned bout them again...Haha=P Erm, ok, you are really genius!! You can twist your mind so fast that achieve 90+ for your add maths....Congrates!!
And, u like to cry ya~ I know it's not that you want to cry, just that you cant control...Ok, ok!! i understand... But, this the thing that i most afraid of...Ur tears...So, dun just start crying when u feel like.... ok?/ Oh, hc also likes to praise me till exaggerate...Like "jt, ur really beautiful, gentle, cute..clever.." all these stuff which make me feel uneasy...I'm not happy bout it at all!! In fact, i feel uneasy with that... so, stop praising me too!! And dun over keeping low profile of yourself... Anyway, it's ok....hope u and him can get together ya~ haha!! BTW, JS i dun wan le... U can take him...HahaXD

NC, it's your turn... Erm, you said that yours must be the shortest 1... Well, i will try hard to make it longer.... So, wait ya~ I have to think for more idea... Besides yours, there will still be VS and LT too!! That will make 7 sis(include me) to be complete!! =D
|Then, i will continue on '7 SIS II"

To be continued....>>

The secret that have been revealed...

2008-09-11T06:43:00.000-07:00

The secret that i have kept for around...erm.. probably 3 months??
Today, i just found out that it had been known by others especially by the one involved too...
Well, basically, none other than the "special" someone....
I think it had been such a long time that i think he is not just a friend to me...
At first, he WAS... But not until i got his MSN email address and added him....
Then, we started to chat more often than not, we talked more through msn then a normal oral conversation...
Maybe it's just simply because we dont get to see each other so we talked more comfortably...
There's nothing special bout him, not handsome, not extremely clever, not very tall....
In fact, he is not the type that i would like if i were still at the age 12 to 15 years old.
But as i grow, i do admit that i see things differently(lyk wad 1 of my fren had said)..
I understand that we really cant judge a book by it's cover...
So, it all happened when we started to talk bout Christian thingi and he encouraged me when i'm down....
He's very mature-thinking... He seems to know how to handle a situation well and help the others to do so too....
However, i didn't treat this as so-called LOVE yet...maybe just admire or like, cos' i dun wan to mixed-up my feelings again...
Besides, when i attended my church talk of love, i realised that it's really still quite early for us to touch on this "sensitive" issue.
So, i would rather keep it as a secret and maintain our good relationship so as to be frens for now...
However, it's rather difficult too, cos' i just cant help in keep noticing wad he is doing and stuff lyk that...
And, i just found out that there's a girl who like him too...
Well, it might be wrong, but that's just wad i feel... So, the girl is really good, pretty, clever and others are starting to say that they will be a nice couple to be put together...
Thus, i was getting less-er confident than before...
He told me that he didn't like anyone, so i think that is true...
So, i can actually forget bout the girl....
But, recently, i just know that more people get to know that i like him.!!
OMG!! How can they know that?? I know that the one who i told, will not betray me...
So, they guessed it correctly?? Hmm, i m trying hard to think that am i that obvious??
Nvm, the worse of all is that my fren just told me today, that "he" seems to know that i like him too...!!
OH NO!!
I m sure that i really tried so hard not to expose this secret to the others...Just to keep our good-fren-relation.
I do not wish to lost this now...
So, i can just hope that he wont know...

Well, the other thing is that, why do good frens tend to quarrel so much too??
Wad i mean is that, arent them the one who know us better than the others??
Then, y cant they understand our feelings??
Some of my best frens have quarrelled with each others...
Actually, i dont know wad to do in this situation..Cos, both of them are my best frens....
So, the only thing i can do is to hear they complain bout the other's fault...
But, i still hope that they will get together again soon...
Come on, buddies!! I know you guys will read this...
Just dont be too stubborn!! Forget bout the past...
Quarrel is not good for your health ya~
Be happy and get high mar!!
We are buddies wor...7 sis...
I also feel so bad cos i actually got angry wif one of the 7 sis....
In fact, i feel so upset by the news she told me...
Cos, i had told her the person that i like was ***...
But she didnt tell me hers...And wad she said was that noone knows bout it except 1 person--VS..
But then, today she told me that she feel so sorry cos everyone in 7 sis had known bout the person, except me and LT, but LT also seems to know it now...
So, it's only me who is still stupidly kept in "secret"??
So, i'm the one who sit nearest to you, but i'm the last one to know bout it??
Am i that untrustful??
Well, how can u aspect me not to angry...?
It's better if i dunno and the others dunno bout it too...
But now, everyone knows bout it except me, it makes me feel that i'm being left out, i'm not important, i'm not trustful, i'm stupid (cos LT get to guess the person correctly too, but except me)...
On that particular minute, i can sense that what it calls the nearest person to us, but the most alien we are...
Then, you tend to tell me, but i dun wan to know...
Actually, i want to know, but i said that i dun wan to know...
Cos, at that situation, u knew that i was angry, then u told me the truth (it's kinda like i force u)
I dun wan that...Cos, afterall, eventhough u tell me, u still didnt trust me...
U didnt tell me at the first place too...!!
Actually, i was not that angry after awhile, but now, when i typed this blog, i just get back the anger again...
I'm sure i'll be ok again...
I'll not be angry for the whole year...
I knew that u will read my blog too, so i just wanna tell u...
In case u said that u dunno i'm thinking botu in the future....
I'm kinda weird.... Something i should feel angry for a long time, sometimes it just happened that i only think bout it for a second and can play with u again the next second...
But this doesnt mean that i've forget bout it (maybe i do forget bout it at that time), but not in the futere...
I'm a SCROPIO, man!! I take things seriously too...
Maybe in the future, when i quarrelled with u, it might not be of small things, but that i suddenly thought of this case again....
I dunno y...I just feel so bad bout it...
u dont trust me...
Sorry ya~ I dont want to act in this way, but i'm just too weird, like just now when u told me, i did angry for a minute, then no...
But now, when i think of it, i m angry again...
Mayb tomoro back to normal...
Bout the profile and characteristics that i promsed to post, i will edit it some other time lo...
I have to arrange all the "data and observation" first...
Haha...=D

oh...how long

2008-08-16T20:56:00.000-07:00

I just realised how long i've not blog...
Last night, i went for the youth performance by Jin Dao tang, which is the church directly opposite Taman Sahabat...
It's really a nice performance...
There were this dance, singing and a small sketch too....
The sketch was really excellent!! The actors were just like professional actor...My friends said, especially the "mother" who acted really good....
Very touching....
I did cried too...

Suddenly donno wad more to say...Long time didn't blog, don't know what else to say tat much...
Bla bla bla...

Well, i guess that's all, nothing much though...

It was a nice and perfectly done show, i think...

Thanks, God...

SayinG oF thE day:
With God leading us, Everything will be done nicely...

1 and 2 AuguSt, Malam Gala Seni oF GRSS!!

2008-08-03T05:16:00.000-07:00

The girls posing in fronT of thE toilEt's big mirror...We r soo "handsome"
Awesome!!
Nice...
The professional gymnasts...
The mini choir for the 1st night...Chee Xiung, Melissa, Chon Fan and Jemimah!!XD
Our nightingale, Mdm. Patricia
Me, the first 1....Oh, cant see my face cos of da' hair...
Ching, jia, lilynda and me...

Wow, friday and saturday were the Malam Gala Seni SMK Green Road 2008...
It was really fun...
In fact, at first i thought there would be very little people who were willing to come as the tickets sold were considered "quite" expensive among the youngsters...
However, to my great relief, many people turned up..
Dewan Suarah was crowded, some of the audience have to stand too!!
There were many performances on both nights...
On the first night, most of the performances were singing---solo, duet, choir,etc...
I, myself, were so so much in love with the mini choir with the song "Ni men shi wo de xing guang"...
The choir was a group of singer from my class--Melissa, Jemimah, Chon Fan and Chee Xiung...
All of them sang with superb voice, making the hall boomed with strong melody and claps as well as cheers....
Besides, there went the SHUFFLE...
A group of boys in black, with their techno beep..
The audience were so high when they danced..Some of them even get up and danced with the shuffle guys..
It was indeed a "hot" performance!!
Then, this is the gymnastics performance..
Three skinny girls, performing their profession well, up to international level...
Lydia Wong, 1 of the gymnasts, even won the gold medal in SUKMA!!
Professional!! *salute*

The GRSSCO also put up a nice show too, i think..
During rehearsal, we did not perform well, cos of many external and surroundings problem,
but,
at that night, we were really glad that, we DID IT!!
It was loud and smooth...
Everything was so nicely done...

Before i end, Happy Birthday to mY frEn, KC.

SayinG of the Day:
Thank you, God.

TaggEd By Ah piAo~LolXD

2008-07-28T05:20:00.001-07:00

Rules & Regulation

1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
2.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1) If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
- Hmm, rasionally, i would try to listen to his "excuses" and try my best to "convince" myself...I'm the kind that love deep deep and dont dare to wake up...=( so don't hurt me...Hahah..

2) If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- My liFe woulD be fulL of happinEss, i think that would be enough..=P

3) Are u sleepy now?
-Quite. Just happened to close my blog when i suddenly saw my name in ah piao's blog..So have to answer all the questions first before i lay my head on the pillow...

4) Are u confused with what lies ahead of you?
- Yup..

5) What's your ideal lover like?
- Treat me as if I'm the only 1 in thiS worLd...Just loVe me..SarangHae^.^

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Loving someone...Cos we love people just like God LovEs us... It's a bless to have some1 that u can love...

7) What is the one thing that pisses you off about the opposite sex?
- Some of them were always being nice to other girls even though they have already had a gf..This often makes the "girls" misunderstanding...Stop being "too" nice, man!!

8) How far will you go for the one you love the most?
- As far as possible..

9) Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
- Lotsa...

10.What is your favorite fairytale of all time and why?
-Cardcaptor Sakura!! She's my childhood idol though...So cute!! I'm still watching the anime now...

********
Name 10 people to do this survey
Answer these questions honestly~~ ( formalities )
1. Clovers
2. Daphne Yap
3. Jul
4. Yong
5. Jan
6. Vivianna
7. Nat
8. Sara
9. Liyana
10. Nadiya

自戀

2008-07-28T04:44:00.000-07:00

突然好想自戀一下。。。

有人說，自戀的前提就是自愛。。
那么自己愛自己多一點的話，久而久之就變成自戀了。。。
哈哈。。
或許我就是這樣吧。。。
我很愛自己。。。
從前或許不是這樣，但是至少現在我是愛自己的。。。
因為主創造了我，所以我也是上帝的珍品·愛惜的兒女，
因此我就應該抱著感激的心靈活著。。

有首歌是這樣唱的。。
“我很丑，可是我很溫柔。。”
這寫意了，就算每個人都有缺點，但是還是會有其優點的。。。
問題是我們愿不愿意敞開心，
尋找·認識·接納· 那人的優點，
忘掉他的缺點而已。。。

對我來說，多一個朋友比多一個敵人來的好。。
只要每天起床對著鏡子里的自己笑一笑，
心情就會很好了。。。（朋友聽了都說我很自戀呢～）哈哈XD
只要笑一笑，沒什么大不了。。。

最近我似乎距離“笑”越來越遠了，可是我仍會努力尋回我的笑容的。。

SayiNg oF thE day:
只要天天開心，樂于助人，讓主的榮耀充滿我們的心靈。

Annual Dinner for Librarians

2008-07-27T06:51:00.000-07:00

Yew WooI n Chai HonG~
All D' giRls, lining from no.31-no.40(me)

It'S acTually takEn twiCe for EacH food, but still luKs yummy..
All BehiND d' scEne..
YeW wooI anD all the giRls...
All gIrlS wiF theiR presEnt...
moRe anD moRe poSes...

Last night was the Annual Dinner Gathering for GRSS School Resource Centre. There were 100 prefects...
Large number ya... Then there were lots of food to eat...
My frens and i were busy talking and taking photos wif each other...
There were those photos up there...
Have a nice view on them...
Not much to talk bout it...
Cos, all of us actually talked a lot for the whole night...
Oh ya!! i was quite crazy last night...
Erm, i laughed non-stop, no wonder i ate a lot, but still can fit in some more..

Well, the Best Male Dresser for the night is Siung Siang...
The Best Female for the night is Siu Ting...
Hmm, lots of people got prizes for the lucky draw but mostly they were from the back..after 50 geh...
Our table, there were 4 of them i guess, Adelyn, Michelle, Dona and Jia2...

So sad yet fun....
Sad cos i din get prizes for lucky draw..HahaXD
Then, really fun...Everything was so nice, the food, people, eveything!!

Saying oF thE day:
It's niCe to diNe in a GooD reStauraNt...

2008-07-21T06:09:00.000-07:00

牵牵牵手-吴克群歌词作词：吴克群作曲：吴克群

我的话不多不会讨好
一句我爱你都说不好
全世界相求都没解药
只有你给我微笑
该怎么去爱我没学好
太多的招式我没记牢
原来牵了手就会知道
爱情不需要套招
这招只有你知道
牵牵牵牵手
一直走到最后
我们开心的梦游
牵牵牵牵手
永远十指紧扣
我相信我会
永远在你左右
该怎么去爱我没学好
太多的招式我没记牢
原来牵了手就会知道
爱情不需要套招
这招只有你知道
牵牵牵牵手
一直走到最后
我们开心的梦游
牵牵牵牵手
永远十指紧扣
我相信我会
永远在你左右
牵牵牵牵手
一直走到最后
我们开心的梦游
牵牵牵牵手
永远十指紧扣
我相信我会
永远在你左右
永远在你左右

最近發現這首歌真的很好聽，又很感動哦。。。

在交往的過程當中，也許會經歷
牽手，
擁抱，
輕吻，
的不同過程，但是，牽手
確是最有意義的。。

常常情侶在交往的半年里，也就是熱戀期，
男生都會主動的牽起女生的手。。。

但是，
在一起一年以上后，
通常都是女生主動挽起男生的手了。。。
有時，男生或許還會覺得丟臉，厭煩的把女朋友的手甩開。。

在這首“牽牽牽手” 的歌里，
女主角一直要求男主角牽起她的手，
但是男生總是有理由的拒絕了。。。
再一次的沖浪活動中，
女主角不幸溺水了。。。

男主角知道后，立刻沖到海里，
在女主角正在掙扎的時候，說：
“抓住我的手！快點！”
但是，還是結束了。。。

所以，聽了這歌后就覺得很感動。。。
或許我們常常覺得的小事一樁，
都有可能成為我們以后后悔沒做到的事。。

擁抱·接吻或許會是一時的幸福，
但是一段感情真正可以走到最后，
莫過于看到一對老夫老妻過馬路時，
牽起彼此的手這么幸福了。。。

CelebraTion AfteR AGM..(at Shabu-Shabu)

2008-07-19T07:47:00.000-07:00

Me anD joR..
Thanx guys!! Really a Happy Moment For me!!=D
Hands in Hands we Held, together we Go...

Eileen and I
Julie and i
Eileen and i
Kay and I
CountinG monEy...
GrouP photO of All---except Jordy(taking photo) and Joshua(busy wif phone call)
Group PhoTo withouT me.

Hui Ching, acTinG soo FunnY toniTe
Jia, GotcHa!!
Joshua, Horng Hui and Eileen..CheerS
PeaCe^.^

Me, Jia jia and Hui Ching Posing b4 dinner...

JordY, like TaukE..LookinG at thE Menu..
Hmm, i m late for the celebration just now....
Quite many ppl there, i mean other customers as well...
Well, as there r many of us, so jia2, hui ching, me and jordy have to sit at other table...
Hehe...We had our dinner with sth kind lyk steamboat, dunno how to mention that...
Hmm, lots of funny stuff (done by hui ching)....
cant stop laughing though...
Taking photos with different poses...
Hui Ching was getting crazier and crazier...
Haha..LolXD...
She pour in the sauce into the soup, making the "hiss" sound...
"I just wanna test whether the sauce contains oil", she said...
*a gud science student ya'*

Well, nothing much to say....Many photos awaiting...
After the dinner, 2 Eileens, Kay, Jul, Hui Ching and jia jia went to the spring...
Hmm, Then the rest of us went home straight from shabu-shabu...
Ok, that's all i guess....

Btw, Jordy bought a cute, pretty and special present for his sis...
It costs him RM54.50 for that...Wow!! That's y he doesnt have any money left for the pay of dinner just now....
Ehem...
Tomoro i have a meeting at Meng En Tang liao....
Will be uploading my blog soon...

It's RCYU#6 AGM 08/09

2008-07-19T00:05:00.000-07:00

Group photo of the Day!!
Derek from St Joseph(a break-dancer)
Jor and St Joseph's representative(Canarias) if i m not wrong...
Yo!!

Acting cool
Old committees with the representatives
All girls welcoming "julie" (up there) as if sonia and evon r welcoming them...So chun
Teachers and Representatives from other youth units
2 girls from Chung Hua Middle School No.1 and 2 Girls from St. Teresa
With Adeline(St.Teresa's representative)
Photo taken with Shian hui--cute girl
Best Female Member of the Year---Doreen Kho
Best Male Member of the Year---Tian Luk
New HSL---|Julie giving a speech
Installation on my ass.section leader post...

Okay, first of all, i m getting excited writing this blog now...
Well, most probably cos...

It's the Red Crescent Youth Unit#6 Annual General Meeting...

Ok, this early in the morning, around 6am, when i turned on my hp, i read a shocking message by Jia Jia..."Jocelynn, my house no electricity last night, the ice....."
Ok, she is in-charged in the FOOD AND DRINKS department, and if she said so, then it only has 1 possibility which is, the ice melts and there'll b no ice for the meeting later...
Then, i quickly pour out all the ice left from my fridge, hoping that it will b enuf...

However, later, jia jia sent a message to me again, saying that, the ice is ok now...
Phew~ Scared me...
Ok, then i put on my RC full uniform and set off to the school...
Suddenly, Jia jia called me again,"Jocelynn, where r u now?" "On the way. Y?" "Oh no!! Hui Ching forgot to bring the tray for the drinks, how?" "ok, i try ask Evon"
Then, i quickly called evon...Luckily she is at home and she promised to bring the tray...

Okay, now, finally i reached school-----SAFE, without any "emergency" calls again...

There, i met Eileen, Jia2, Hui Ching, Jul and others, busy carrying chairs and other stuff...

Then, i started my work, taking photos and ushering...

Everything went on well, and right at 8am, i went to main gate to wait for the invited guests from other youth unit... There were representatives from St. Teresa, St. Joseph and Chung Hua Middle School No.1....

Bryan and i were actually waiting for representative from Kch High, but they cant make it, so we just went back to the school hall then...
It's kinda weird, Shan Liang had booked the PA system the day before but Encik Koji (poji) didnt come today, so we have to move on without the microphone...Everyone was talking really loud!!

Then, it's the installation session...
Assistant section leaders:
1. Evon Wee
2. Joshua Wong
3. Me(Jocelynn)
4. Hui Ching
5. Jia Jia
Section Leader:
1. Eileen Chin
Duty mistress:
Choo Yik Tze
Quartermistress:
Ida Thien
Quartermaster:
Shan Liang
Ass.Quartermaster:
Bryan Yap
Treasurer:
Choo Yik Chee
Secretary:
Tang Horng Hui
Ass. Secretary:
Nikki Chou

and last but not least....

Head Section Leader:
Julie Chow!!

Everyone was very nervous...But everything turned out well too...
Then, jul gave a speech....

Erm, then...wad else??

Oh, it's the photo-taking session...
All of us were so vain...Lot's and lot's of photos were taken, my camera's memory----FULL!!

Ok...There'll a "celebration" at SHABU-SHABU tonite!!
More photos to be uploaded...
Tat's all for now...

Long "tiang" again...

2008-07-15T03:15:00.000-07:00

Ha!! Feeling relieved now...
After everything is over, i'm kinda relax and not alert at all!!

Juz now, as i was walking in the school compound, headed to the main gate through canteen, Jia Haw told me that he saw JS near the toilet...So i was kinda disappointed as i didnt saw JS(my idol, recognized as the "most"*or mayb second* handsome guy among form 4---not sure bout it, at least till now, he is)...

JS- a guy, Form 4, tall, fair, polite, good-looking, many girls are crazy bout him...

OK!! Now, so as i was chatting (or scolding n nagging) with Jia Haw, i didnt notice the tiang (pole) in front of me...
Then, as i turned, my "steel" head knocked straight onto the pole and produced a loud "bang"....
Everyone, especially the afternoon session students laughed at me....
If u wonder where JH was at that time, well, he walked right in front of me, quite far away already...But right at the time i knocked onto the pole, he turned his head n headed back...
So you could imagine how strong is the impulsive force(physics)...
Ok, i have this good attitude that whenever i talked to someone, i would look straight to the person whom i'm having a conversation with...
And that's the walk-down too...
This is not the first time i had knocked my iron-made head onto the pole...
But,....i just cant stop this tragedy...
See?? It happened again today...

When i reviewed bout the whole incident just now, it was kinda funny, no wonder everyone laughed.... How stupid i m....
Well, just now, when i was talking to jH, actually we were walking quite slowly.
And when the conversation ended and i noticed that i had to get to the car quickly so that i wont miss my tuition, i conserved lots of energy and turned my body around to walked quickly to the main gate....
Unfortunately, just as i turned, the pole was right in front of me, greeting my teeny-weeny head...
So, the whole incident was like, i purposely knocked my head onto the pole....
It's so funny and stupid!!

I told my mum bout it, but she get so serious with this matter, she even asked me to go for X-Ray checking....
Ok, it's not that serious....
It's just a "bump" on my forehead now....

NO BIG DEAL...

No big deal??

Really??

Erm...

Eheh...

我只是一個小小人物。。

2008-07-11T22:58:00.000-07:00

ComMittE BoARd...Hey guyS, tIs cooL piC can bE
puT aS a BrocHure giVen to oTher UniT duRing AGM　ｅｈ！！
A HaPpY tE@m to Go..~
A smiLe =D to remember, i will be hapPy...
taken by my sis...so serious look ya...

今天剛剛參與完紅新月會的meeting...
今天是intersection footdrill competition, 是為了收索marching 人才而舉辦的，因為inter youth unit footdrill competition 就快到了。。。
大家都做的很好，很自豪因為members 都很努力學，當然還是有些很懶散。。。
不過，我相信他們會被感染，越來越上進。。。
Footdrill competition 之后，我們就有個committee meeting...
上一屆的HSL, 她宣布了新一屆的職員名單。。。
×名單的內容我就不多說了×
但是，我的post 是section leader lo....
真的也不知道要感到開心還是不開心。。。
jor 說應該要開心的，因為不會太stress....

就是有點傷心+失望=paiseh...

本來我應該是HSL的，不過我放棄了。。。
有很多原因，但是，有些原因我都沒說，因為我不想傷和氣。。。
可是后來我發現說了好像又比沒說好，
所以我決定把所有的感覺寫下來。。
很多被列入職員名單的人都有玩blogspot, 所以希望他們會看到我寫的事，然后忘了一切。。。
因為真的只是發泄而已。。。
我不想搞很多事，很煩惱的。。。

那時我會放棄HSL 的位子是因為：
1。我爸爸管我很嚴，像camp 啊，他都不會讓我參加，所以當上HSL 之后，讓我覺得說如果身為HSL的，又不代表unit 去參與camp ,好像很不妥當。。。

2。那時考試要到了，而很多事發生---
老師懷疑我的能力，然后Ｅ．Ｓ為了幫我，向老師說了很多好話（謝謝）。。。不過沒用。。。還記得有一次，要放學時，ＥＳ來班上找我，說老師講我為了一點點小事（ａｄｄ　ｍａｔｈｓ　不會做）　就哭，覺得我不能做ＨＳＬ，　結果ES說我最好是快點拿出點成績給老師看，像是organise 一個活動之類的。。。那晚我哭得很慘（現在想想也覺得自己很沒用），因為我又沒有去過jungle trekking, camp 之類的。。。一時要我做好，根本不可能。。。那時我才發現我很沒經驗。。。別人都可以輕而易舉的計劃出一個很好的jungle trekking活動，他們知道哪里拿資料，哪里有供人trek, 我都不知道。。。然后因為是放學之后講的，所以我又不能找別人說，就覺得自己很孤獨的一個人做事。。。
我也有覺得說為什么老師只針對我，而不針對EC...她是我的助手啊。。。那時我就覺得自己真的很不受肯定，也是為什么我會一直做不了決定，因為我已經沒信心了。。。

3。我根本不像個HSL。。。（我接下來說的話，涉及到的人，請不要覺得我backstab 你，我只是說出來可能會舒服點，afterall, everything is a past already...)

那時讓我覺得我根本不像HSL的，是JC。。。其實，是因為我一直心里都覺得她應該是HSL的（現在她真的是了，我很開心。。。真的很開心）。。。然后每次meeting 的時候，都是她在講話。。讓我沒有插話的余地。。。就讓我覺得到底是誰才是HSL 啊？？因為她實在是太像HSL，也應該是HSL的人。。。然后還有就是ＥＳ和ＥＣ。。。Ｋ和ＥＳ曾經問我為什么會覺得自己在“上面”　做事很孤單。。其實是因為我覺得每次我身為一個ＨＳＬ，我什么事都不知道。。。ｅｇ．　ｉｎｔｅｒ-ｙｏｕｔｈ　ｕｎｉｔ　ｆｏｏｔｄｒｉｌｌ　ｃｏｍｐｅｔｉｔｉｏｎ，　都是ＥＳ先跟EC講然后EC才告訴我。。幾失敗一下咯。。。為什么是assistant 來告訴我，而不是我告訴assistant?? 我知道她們的感情很好很好，所以ＥＣ先知道我也不奇怪。。。可是難免我會覺得很尷尬，因為別人問我有什么什么的，我都不知道。。。而且還是ａｓｓｉｓｔａｎｔ　知道的比我多。。。或許他們會覺得說如果我不知道的話，我就應該問，可是如果一個人真的什么都不知道的話，那么請問要從哪里問起啊？？　就好像如果Ａ要舉辦movieｄａｙ　，　Ｂ　什么都不知道，而且連這計劃都不知道，除非Ｂ有特意功能或有人告訴他，否則Ｂ怎么可能會莫名奇妙去問Ａ，＂ｍｏｖｉｅ　ｄａｙ　要去哪里啊？”　這類的問題呢？？

還有一件事，其實我也快要忘記了。。。想上次要去參加ｓｔ．ｔｅｒｅｓａ　的ａｇｍ　時，EC拿到信后，就send 了一封message 給我，她說the st.teresa agm, i go with jc, izit ok?? 那時我就覺得很奇怪咯。。。可能她不是故意的，而是問得方式有問題。。。為什么她沒有問我要不要去，而是直接問我可不可以和JC一起去呢？依我所知，別個unit 的agm ,不是應該由HSL出席的嗎？那時，我也不知道要回什么，因為她沒問我要不要去，我也不可能自己問她說： “我不用去嗎？” 。。。多paiseh 啊。。。
不過，結果還是我和EC去了。。。只是這事雖然只是小事，卻也讓我覺得說，JC比較能夠和ＥＣ搭檔，而不是我。。。

結果我就自動放棄了ＨＳＬ的位子了。。。
今天其實我早就有做好心里準備了。。。
只是當Ｋ說她有點失望因為我“不愿意做ＨＳＬ，而沒有盡到ＨＳＬ的責任”　讓我覺得很傷心啊。。。
因為我的確不想做，可是我有想辦法做好來，我的失敗不是在于我不想做，而特意不做好好來。。。而是在那個時候，就準準那個時候，　我就真的ｆａｉｌ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ　ｍｙ　ｂｅｓｔ　，　ｂｕｔ　ｉ　ｓｗｅａｒ　ｉ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｗａｓ　ｓｔｒｕｇｇｌｉｎｇ　ｈａｒｄ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ　ｍｙ　ｂｅｓｔ．．．有很多原因讓我最后還是選擇放棄的。。。
因為我知道，也接近肯定的覺得，JC應該做HSL，如果我退的話，她一定會被選的（真的被我料中了，好彩啊。。。）BSM應該就要給更好的人才來管理，這樣我當初join bsm 時的bsm 樣子，才不會倒啊。。。

做SL其實是我一直所要的。。。
可是剛剛當K問我會開心嗎時，我真的不知道是開心還是失望。。。
雖然有心里準備，但是我還覺得很尷尬，最大的原因是因為：
我跟EC參加過st.teresa 的agm, 如果下星期她們來參與我們的agm 時，有發現我不是HSL了，好丟臉啊，哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。

不過不要緊啦，沒什么的嘛。。。最重要是我開心嘛。。。
做SL，跟members 一起我會比較開心，也比較自在。。。
今天的結果我很滿意，雖然我的朋友有些也跟我一起降職了，但是，其他的，都很ok....
想JC說的，希望未來的一年是美好的。。。

PS× 我寫這些不是要挑撥還是什么，全部都只是我的感覺而已。。。
別人可能做不到，可是我這人，真的是過了，一下子就忘了。。。
希望以后的bsm committee boARD 可以合作愉快。。。嘻嘻。。XD

To JC, EC, ES and KC...
Sorry to u guys cos i misunderstood u guys...Tat's all my feelings at tat time tat make me decided to let go the post... I understand i had caused u guys lots of troubles, sorry again.... For jC, BSM need u a lot... Good luck....

Once again, sorry ya~

SayinG oF thE dAy:
A PasT is A pAst.... DoNt SuffeR in ThE preSent wiF thE pasT inCideNt...

Un luckY~

2008-06-24T07:51:00.000-07:00

UnluckY:
1. Yesterday, when i went for my English tuition, my bottle cap just opened and water flows out without me noticing it...When i realised, my shirt is wet already.... So unlucky...

2. Then 2day when i went for my ADD Maths tuition, as i came out from the car, i dropped my handkerchief and my hands are well-known for their "long-service pipe water"....So, i got my pants wet cos i rubbed my hand on them to keep my hands dry....(though not really useful)

3. Today we did our Biology peka, and by tomorrow, we had to hand in our results and all the documents...But just as i reached home and switched on my hp, my friends told me that all the results that we gained just now, wasn't correct... =.="

4. Today is the 2nd day i brought my beloved liuqin to school....Yesterday i brought it, but Foo Yong forgot to bring the Chinese Orchestra's room key. Today i brought it, Louisa said she will tell me when to bring the instrument...So basically, no stock checking, i bring the liu qin for "fun"? Aha!!~

Really unlucky... I want to go to church...
But my mum just told me that starts from this week, i cant go to church on saturday night for tuan2 qi4 le.... Cos kenaikan harga petrol!! Hmph!! I m really sad now...I missed tuan qi a lot...Though i just went for once...

Saying of The daY:
God, I need You now...I really NEED YOU...

Public duty?? HahaXD just went for breakfast...

2008-06-22T06:47:00.000-07:00

This morning, i woke up very late, overslept le....
Then i remembered i had a public duty at waterfront at 7 a.m.
But the problem is, i woke up at 7am...
I quickly called nikki to tell her that i would reach later...
After awhile, i reached the venue...
As they were having a morning aerobic exercise, the road was closed....
My mum and i walked from Poly Clinic to Old court House...
Then she walked back, alone...
I so worried and sad....
Then i met with the others...
Eileen and Shan Liang went elsewhere le...
Then I suggested all of us went to have our breakfast together, cos i very jungry mar...HeheXD
So, we went to find eileen and sl....
But then as we were looking for them,
Jia jia said her uncle is having an exbition on his sport car, just right opposite to the aerobic venue...
Thus, we cross the road and watch the exhibition...
There are all kinds of sports car (after renovate de...)
Hehe...Very geng oh...

Especially the motocycle....
There are different types of renovated motorcycle...
Most of them looked like disney world's product...
So cute, i took some photo on them...
Will upload soon...
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OMG!!
My friend just asked me why dont i go to aylwin's house (my senior in chinese orchestra)...
I forgot jor!!
I paid for it le....There's a party...
That's not important (bout the money)....
Aylwin studies at KL le...
Now come back for a few weeks nia, and tonight's party is a celebration for our ZU Hun competition....
How can i forget?? How can I??
Cant meet Aylwin le...
And no celebration for Zu Hun le...
Stupid me!!
Sh*t....(Sorry, realy hate myself)
T.T *cry*
Why?? Stupid memory...
Stupid Jocelynn Tian!!
STUPID!!

Saying of the day:
Always note down important event in a notebook or in your handphone!!

Concert at Trinity!!

2008-06-22T06:24:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to Trinity Church for a concert. It's 少年之夜。
Really fun!!
They sang a lot of songs then we dance with them, and jump!!
Ooo!! Very enjoying...
I saw a lot of friends there....I went there by the name of 晉道堂geh...
Our church had lots of people there....
The theme of the night is "勇敢走出去“。。。
Yup, agree. Have to be brave sometimes...
But not in doing bad works, instead, brave to try on something new...

I even saw a boy that used to go to the same tuition (ITS) with me last time during primary 4.
We always quarrel, then at last, i quit ITS so didnt see him for so long le...
He changed a lot (i changed a lot too, hehe>.<)
Surprisingly, he was the person-in-chrge of the concert....
He wore the coat, so mature-looking and tall and handsome? Haha....=D

Anyway, our church is having our concert soon too...
On August i think, if i'm not mistaken....
Sure it will be a fun and happy nite too!!

Saying of the Day:
Be BRAVE to try on everything good..God is always by our sides to help us...Trust him.

MatHs oliMpiaD coMpetitioN at UITM!!

2008-06-21T23:27:00.000-07:00

Oh!!
2day was the mAths olimpiad CompetitioN at uiTm...
It was realy a tough day....
Overyall, we had to answer 9 questions (only?)
It might seems to be easy....
"9 questions only NIA..."
bUT IT REALLy took us two and a half hour to finish the paper...
Out of 9 questions, i only know how to answer 1 question NIA....
Haha...
At first i wanna give up le...
But luckily God teaches me not to give up easily and...
By the way, I "threw" RM10 into da competition eh, so at least have to "touch" the test paper first right?
Then before we came back to school, we took a photo outside the UITM(Universiti Teknologi Mara)....
We took our exam in the Auditorium 1...
It was so big, majestic....Cool~
How i wish to study in such classroom ya~
The air-conditioner, i think they need not pay for it....(so cold arr!!)
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我剛剛看完一本愛情小說哦。。。
最近又迷上了現代的愛情小說。。。
我現在看得呢是“十二星座男孩的愛情故事”----“王子愛你鐵了心”！
很好看啊。。。。
不過我前天看了巨蟹座的之后，苦了一整晚啊。。。
非常·極度·超級可憐的！！

那個男主角得知女主角有心臟病，需要立即移植心臟后，
好不遲疑的把自己的心臟捐給了女主角。。。
好偉大哦。。。
之后那女的發神經了，因為無法接受這事實，常常以為男主角還在她的身邊陪她講話。。。
男主角最后在死前有寫了一封信，藏在一本畫滿那女的畫像的話本里。。。
那封信很申請·很感動啊。。。

有幾句是：

“因為我愛你，所以就算是陪上了性命，我也沒關系。”
“聽見了嗎？我的心還想要多跳記下呢，所以帶這我的心，你不可以做傻事，要堅強的活下去哦。。”
“去找一個能夠好好照顧你的人吧。。。這是我第一次也是最后一次縱容你哦，你應該感到很高興吧？哈哈。。”
“我愛你。。。一直一直都愛著。。。”

Saying of the day:
To loVe is To SacrifiCe.

StupiD daY~

2008-06-19T04:14:00.000-07:00

Wow!!! 2day was really stupiD!!!

StupiD! StupiD!!

I just "came back" from tuition....

Or should i say just came back from tuition centre then..=.=" Half an hour ago, i went for my physics tuition.

Once i reached there, i saw my friends going too.. Then when i was climbing the staircase, my friend ran down and told me:

"Class cancelled. Teacher's not here."

OMG!!

Then, i quickly chased my mum's car but then my mum had already driven away...

And i just realised that my hp out of credit...

Luckily i remembered that my friend, Hui Ching and her mother were at UNACO(a big grocery centre nearby---really near).

Thus, i walked there and asked for handphone to make a call to my dearest mum...

However, Hui Ching said that her hp had no credit too and her mum didnt bring along her hp...

Her mum kindly offered me a ride home, but unfortunately,

i'm quite stupid, i cant even recognised the way home from tuition centre...

I tried to explain to hc's mum the nearest building to my sweet home, but she didnt know the place too....

Finally, Hui Ching said she will go home first, since her home is just nearby and then make a call to my mum to ask her pick me....

How good...

Finally, my mum came and picked me home...

I even dropped Melissa at her house too cos her father went off too...

Haha...

To ah-sa: " Welcome!! It's just a small matter, not mahuan at all ^.^"

My mum said, " See?? Dun even recognise the way home. Next time, if u r kidnapped, then sure cant come home eventhough u escaped.."

Haha (True, i agreed too...XD)

Anyway, i am safely at home now...Luckily...

Oh, btw, i forgot to mention y izit no tuition rite??

Cos my tutor's father just passed away...

How sad, pity....

God bless...

Then, while waiting for our car, we were standing in front of the centre....

Whenever we saw our friends coming, we had to repeated that no tuition...(though it's not me repeating the word, it's another two kind girls...)

We were "mobile notices"...Hahax....

Going to finish my novel now...

Saying of the day:
Whenever we face a problem that seems unable to be solved, God will tell us or help us in what we do, through another medium, people or an incident....May God Bless You All.=D

Zu Hun Competition---3rd place!!

2008-06-16T04:46:00.000-07:00

After the competition, 11pm like lo at that time^^^^^^.好累的樣子。

eee... blur blur de...still, second de is me... HeheXD

First row, second de is me, wif my instrument, 柳琴...^.^

The last saturday nite,
i just went for a competiiton...
We got 3rd after all, it's a great experience again...
Our songs changed on the last minute....
We decided to play other songs(MUKALA-MukaLa),
but then the person-in-charge insisted that we cant change...
So, we have to perform the song that we seldom practiced---好漢歌(only practiced it for once)...
So cham, but still get 3rd....
Not bad oh...
Haha, actually quite good lar...
Everyone did a good job, we are really tired on that nite...
All of us wore black, cool oh...Hehe...XD
Siaw Hong said like 黑社會。
Not bad arr。。。。
AH LONG oso got play traditional instrument de.. so nice de ah long....
幾斯文一下。。。
haha....Got influenced by AH LONG PTD. liao....
Just see some interesting photos lo...

Saying of the Day:
All GifTs & SuccEss arE giVen by God...

I straightened my hair arr!!

2008-06-16T04:34:00.000-07:00

Haha...It's a long long time story already....
I straightened my hair oh!!
Dont know wad else to say...
But now a little curl le...
Kektiok!! See photos lo...HehehXD

Saying of the Day:
SiBlinG iS thE persOn God SenT to uS to AvoiD us FroM lonElinESS...

Wad is LOVE??

2008-06-09T07:39:00.001-07:00

我笨笨的。。。先放照片再寫文章。。。
這問題有點敏感哦。。。
突然覺得我似乎已經不知道什么是愛了。。。
從前，
我總覺得愛很深就是真愛，所以一再的付出。。。
看到朋友們都有男朋友，女朋友，自己真的那時也想有一位對自己好的。。。

就是這樣膚淺的想法，
讓我一直受傷。。。
但是，我長大了。。。
我拉直了頭發，或許不代表我成熟，
但卻代表我想改變。。。
我想長大。。。
不是長高，而是會有自己的想法，
不要沖動，不要再做讓自己后悔的事了。。。

“喜歡是淺淺的愛
而愛，
是深深的喜歡。。。”
這句話很有意思哦。。。

“愛，是發自內心的，
而不是言語。。。”
也很對呢。。。

“愛要關閉眼睛領悟，
不是聽信美言的迷誤。”

“水所以載舟，亦能覆舟。。
愛所以幸福，亦所以辛苦。。”

我覺得這些都說得蠻對的。。。
希望以后我可以開開心心的過美一天。。。

Saying of the Day:
No Love is greater than God's Love to us...

Oh NO!!!

2008-06-09T04:19:00.000-07:00

Oh NO!!!

Tomorrow is the last day for the Go Green poster international competition...

But then my computer cant print out the words...Why?? How can it be so??

OMG!! I dont know what should i do now...

I feel so guilty... I only wrote a summary nia....Din get to print the title...

Haiz...

Then, today i got back my exam paper...

Hmph!! My results really terrible...

Eng-83.3
Bio-68.7
Physics-86
Chemistry-78

So Kektiok!! The Bio teacher so bad de.... I ask her question, my answer similar to my friend's, just that mine is longer, then i asked her correct o not....

She didn't even look at it then pushed the test paper away... and said "NO!"

So bad de...I angry liao...Really mad now...68 arr...I told my parents le...My papa no response, my mummy nagged a little bit....Then my sisters were like "Ha?! 68 meh?! Ahgai!! Y like tat?"

Yalo, you asked me, i also dont know y mar... My eyes got problem wa....Cant read carefully....

Teacher always like print out the test paper, then on the exam itself, teacher will came in and change the question.... Then i so soi, teacher change de question is essay part de, i go and change the structure part de, the question no. and question itself related, so i thought so 準, write till so 爽 gok....

Then when got back my paper, 10 marks gone arr!! Argh!!!!

Y the teacher like that de?? like 針對我... Maybe because i always asked questions during lessons then sometimes she dont know how to answer, very siasoi lo...
Haiz....Nvm....

Next time i will get good good mark de....Hmph!!

Saying oF the DaY:
Do not give up when you face problem, as it's a task to let us grown...

Ｍｙ　ＣｈｕｒＣｈ　ＤａＹ＝Ｄ

2008-06-07T22:11:00.000-07:00

Well, have to type my blog in English now, since gor gor complained tat his "chinese really terrible" (in fact he still knows how to use 成語) .

Haiz....First of all, I didn't get to attend all the activities i mentioned in the list in da last post...

Basically i went for all da activities except the 1 day trip wif iscf and red crescent's jungle trekking trip...

Well, my friend told me that she can't go for the trip, so since no friend is going, perhaps i won't go too....And hence i replace my PBK　ｔｕｉｔｉｏｎ　ｏｎ　ｔｈａｔ　ｄａｙ．．．Ｓｏ　ｓｔｕｐｉｄ　ａｒｒ　ｍｅ．．．

Ｔｈｅｎ　ｔｈｅ　Ｒｅｄ　Ｃｒｅｓｃｅｎｔ＇ｓ　ｊｕｎｇｌｅ　ｔｒｅｋｋｉｎｇ　ｔｒｉｐ　ｗａｓ　ｐｏｓｔｐｏｎｅｄ　ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｄａｔｅ　ｍｅｎｔｉｏｎｅｄ　ｗａｓ　ＡＧＯＮＧ＇ｓ　ｂｉｒｔｈｄａｙ．．．Ａｎｄ　ｎｏｔ　ｍａｎｙ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｓｉｇｎｅｄ　ｕｐ　ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｒｉｐ，　ｓｏ　ｗｅ　ｄｅｃｉｄｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｐｏｓｔｐｏｎｅｄ．．．

Ｔｈｏｕｇｈ，　Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｉ　ｇｅｔ　ｓｃｏｌｄｅｄ　ｂｙ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ　ｃｏｓ　ｉ＇ｍ　ｓｏ　ｕｎｄｅｃｉｓｉｖｅ，　Ｓｏｒｒｙ　ｙａ～

Ｂｕｔ　ｔｈｅｎ，　Ｉ＇ｍ　ｑｕｉｔｅ　ｈａｐｐｙ　ｎｏｗ，　ｃｏｓ　ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｃａｍｅ　ｂａｃｋ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｃｈｕｒｃｈ．．．晉道堂。　Ｉｔ＇ｓ　ａ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｃｈｕｒｃｈ　ｔｈｏｕｇｈ．．．Ｌａｓｔ　ｎｉｇｈｔ　ｉ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｆｏｒ　ｔｈｅ　少年團契。。。Ｔｈｅｙ＇ｒｅ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｐｌａｙｆｕｌ　ａｎｄ　ｆｕｎｎｙ．．．Ｔｈｅｎ　ｗｅ　ｄｉｄ　ｔｈｅ　查經會。　Ｖｅｒｙ　ｆｕｎ　ｔｏｏ，　ｌｅｔ　ｍｅ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｂｏｕｔ　ＪＥＳＵＳ．．．

Ｔｈｅｎ，　ｔｏｄａｙ　ｉｓ　主日。Ｗｅ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｆｏｒ　崇拜。　Ｗｅ　ｓａｎｇ　ｌｏｔｓ　ｏｆ　ｓｏｎｇｓ．．．．Ａｇａｉｎ，　ｆｕｎ．．．　

Ｗｏｗ！！　Ｃａｎｔ　ｂｅｌｉｅｖｅ　ｉｔ，　ｉ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｗｅｎｔ　ｆｏｒ　ａ　ｃｈｕｒｃｈ　ｙａ～　

Ｔｈｅｎ　ｗｅ　ｌｅａｒｎ　ｂｏｕｔ　＂ＦＯＲＧＩＶＥＮＥＳＳ＂　ｔｏｄａｙ．．．Ａｆｔｅｒ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｔａｌｋ，　Ｉ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｔｈａｔ　ｔｈｅｒｅ＇ｒｅ　ｍａｎｙ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｉ　ｗｏｕｌｄ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｏ　ｆｏｒｇｉｖｅ．．．　Ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　Ｉ　ａｌｓｏ　ｄｉｄ　ｍａｎｙ　ｔｈｉｎｇｓ　ｗｒｏｎｇｌｙ　ａｎｄ　ｓｏｍｅ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅｍ　ｍｉｇｈｔ　ｂｅ　ｂｉｇ　ｃａｓｅｓ．．．

Ｓｉｎｃｅ　Ｊｅｓｕｓ　ｆｏｒｇａｖｅ　ｍｅ　ａｎｄ　ａｃｃｅｐｔ　ｍｅ　ａｓ　Ｈｉｓ　ｄａｕｇｈｔｅｒ，　Ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ａｌｓｏ　ｆｏｒｇｉｖｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｏｔｈｅｒｓ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｈｏｗ　Ｊｅｓｕｓ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｍｅ．．．．

＂Ｓｏｍｅ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｃａｓｅｓ　ｏｒ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ，　ｓｏｍｅｔｉｍｅｓ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｏｆｆｅｎｓｅ　ｕｓ，　ｔｈｅｙ　ｄｉｄｎ＇ｔ　ｍｅａｎ　ｉｔ．．．　Ｓｏ　ｗｅ　ｈａｖｅ　ｔｏ　ｆｏｒｇｉｖｅ　ｔｈｅｍ，　ｌｏｖｅ　ｔｈｅｍ，ａｃｃｅｐｔ　ｔｈｅｍ．＂Ｔｈｉｓ　ｉｓ　ｗｈａｔ　Ｉ　ｌｅａｒｎ，　ａｎｄ　ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｔｒｙ　ｍｙ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｈａｒｄ　ｔｏ　ｆｏｌｌｏｗ　ｔｉｓ　ｓａｙｉｎｇ．．

Ｓａｙｉｎｇ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｄａｙ：

Ｌｏｖｅ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｅｎｅｍｉｅｓ，　ｓａｖｅ　ｔｈｅｍ　ａｎｄ　ｆｏｒｇｉｖｅ　ｔｈｅｍ　ｆｏｒ　ｗｈａｔｅｖｅｒ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｈａｄ　ｄｏｎｅ　ｗｒｏｎｇｌｙ．．．

－ＬｙｎｎＬｙｎｎ－

我的忙碌假期。。。

2008-05-22T07:41:00.000-07:00

SAKURA---我力量的偶像。。。

假期又来了。。。今天是我最后一天的考试。。。。

自由了！！

五、六月的假期真的很忙。。。

明天，23/5---华乐教师节表演

26/5---红新月会FOOTDRILL COURSE

28/5---SPBT TELEMATCH

29/5---朋友约会THE SPRING

30/5---ISCF 一日游MATANG WILDLIFE

1/6---舅舅新家派对

6/6---红新月会议日游KUBAH

6月期间，凡是有空闲的时间，华乐团就要加班，准备比赛乐曲。真的很害怕啊。。。

为什么放假了，却没有放假的喜悦呢？真的好奇怪噢。。。

已经连续几天没睡了。。。黑眼圈又更深了。。

这个假期本来打算乐浪岛渡假的。。。因为舅舅说我假期帮忙教表妹读书，所以算是工资或奖励也好，赞助我。。。哈哈。。

可是没办法啊。。。红新月会太多事忙了。。。

真是糗，长这么大了，我还真没有坐过飞机呢。。。

为什么？

因为我们家有很深的辈分制啊。。。

从小，只有大姐坐过飞机了，才轮到二姐，然后我。。。

还不都要怪二姐，随便定这样的规矩。。不然我早就可以做很多事了，像是露营之类的。。。

都没有这种经验。。。这也是让我在朋友前觉尴尬的事。。。因为他们都有很丰富的经验啊，而每当他们在讨论假期行程时，我都不知该如何应合呢。。。

不过这次假期，很多是要忙，加油。。。

2008-04-27T07:22:00.000-07:00

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Nope.. It happens but it does not last long...So, i know it happens, but i don't BELIEVE it...

2. Do you eat without brushing your teeth?

Sometimes when i just woke up from a nap in the afternoon, i did...Heheh..^.^

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?

Before i know God, i will surely said Australia, New Zealand or even Wonderland, cos i get to enjoy... but now, i would say, i would like to go to heaven...I want to be wif God, who always listen, care n help me when i need Him...

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

I can earn much money to take care of my parents, let them always be happy....Papa and MUMMY, i LOVE u!!

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

Nope...It's scientifically true...But whenever after raining, i m longing to see a rainbow, but it does not appear...So, as i cant get to see it, i dun believe...Lol

6 do you like being who you are today?

Yes, as it's wad God gives me...

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

Give them to my parents...Let them take care of the money, cos i'm not good in managing $.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Yes, but depends on the situation.(cos if u do not do so, tat some1 might like u too...So, u would probably lost a chance....Anyway, it's nothing wrong to be the 1st, sometimes...)

9. Would you swim in a vat of chocolate?

I cant swim!

10. Do you wear boxers?

Nope.

11. Which type of cars I love the most?

A car with four wheels that can bring me to everywhere at a fast rate...*wooo...Sounds scientific, related to physics i guess?*

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or a kiss?

Hug. It gives me strength...Kiss makes me feel weak i think (i've never been kissed, so i don't know...seriously)

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

Point out!Although truth always is the most painful thing.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

My parents and God for now, when i had my own children, i would say my parents, God and children...

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?

Depends.

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?

My desktop!!

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

My attitude.....

18. What makes you feel disappointed?

When i'm disappointed by someone...Lol

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?

No...Just live the present to the fullest...

20.What's your name?

JOCELYNN(LYNLYN).

i tag.

1.Jan
2.Janice
3.No idea
4.Daphne
5.Wei Yin
6.Ｙｏｎｇ
7.No idea
8. No idea

Not much blogger here...Heheh XD

Sory...

2008-04-27T05:47:00.000-07:00

2day was really miserable...
I know i made a wrong decision...
Sorry!! I dun mean it...
'm really worried bout my frens, so i get nervous...
Anyway, time will heals up, lyk wad u said....
I will be ok, Gambateh!!
Hope u will be ok too...
Really sorry....

For RED CRESCENT...
I promise i will be a good leader...
I might not be the best among the all, but i will try to be BETTER...
Thanks for giving me a chance...
I strongly believe that all the committees chosen tis year, r really good o i shud say EXCELLENT...
If i fail to achieve wif ur'll help, i'm really guilty, so i will do my best!!~

i will~

I PROMISE!!

For HC, dun be too sad...
It's not all bout post only...
U have to get through tis somehow...
When we r out to the society, we have to face many things...
At that time, the porblem that we face, will be much much harder n more serious that we might dunno wad to do...
So, now, just see it as a small problem n get through it...
Dun torture urself by not eating n hiding in ur bedroom whole day...
I know u can do tis...
Heheh^.^
Go! Go! Go!
I have been through the hardest time too...
I can guarantee that my problem at tat time will be hundred times ur problem now...
Hahah...XD

For WT,
I made a serious mistake...
I have been selfish....
Cos, i really need to get things solves...
N i know i made the wrong decision...
But then it's not a irreturnable decision...
I can just say sorry....
I m clear what i shud do now....
I will do what i can do...
I'm not made to be a leader, so i will learn from my mistake n made myself one....
Cos it's all bout learning the correct thing from ur mistake n dun make the same mistake twice...

From now on,
KAY n EILEEN,
the previous committee made the decision,
so i will try to prove that the decison is correct...
i will TRY not to make u guys disappointed...
But if i do something wrong, do correct me n i will surely change...
I'll not be busy body....
I'll make sure i do my job well...
The rest, of course i cant just pretend not to hear the "OTHER" PROBLEM, but i will make sure that i discuss wif my committee members before i made any decision....

I PROMISE!!

Ah piao ge, hope that both of us will commit well n do a great job....*wif the help of ah piaos* Haha....
All the committees of RED CRESCENT YOUTH UNIT 6# 2008/2009

WE CAN DO IT!!
Yeah!!

---Full of energy now after writing blog...---

Just got my report book!!

2008-04-02T06:56:00.000-07:00

OMG!!

Today i just got my report book....

Hmm, everything was quite ok

Except for biology...The most unsatisfied 1...

but luckily i got an A for tat too...

I not yet let my parents see(or i should use the word "examine") my report book...

*I wonder wad will they say, when they saw d "surprising results.."*

Anyway, i just noticed tat i have not blogging for almost 20 days...

How could i??

There has been many interesting things happen....

1. I went for inter-class debate competition...

Eventually, i managed to compete till semi-final but i lose...

Anyway, it was indeed a good experience for me....

Train me to b more independence n brave...

After i joined the debate, i realised tat i can really crap a lot when i m nervous o when i HAVE to do so...

N i even get best debator for priliminary 1...But tat was just a small priliminary lar...

(ppl might think tat, just a smol priliminary, i can oso get best debator mar...)

But then it really give me great confidence ever since...

Ida even asked me whether i could join for the SWINBURNE's inter-school debate competition...Wow!! Tat sounds so nice!! I know this will be a very good chance for me, or even the one n only chance...But i really dun have confidence on tat.....

PS* Jocelynn, Ida only touched on tat, dun b too serious bout tat, it might not happen, they might find another person instead...Heheh...

2. I was asked to organise the red crescent's coming telematch...

At first i stick the notice on the notice board n went to see any1 had written their name on the paper o not....

But then very disappointed....Because just a few people wrote their names down...

Then when i went to see it again, it's full!! omg!! really full....

I think i moght need to stick another paper so tat they will have more spaces to write their names...

*a good achievement*

3. My friends even teach me how to speak German language....There is a German exchange student in my next class....She can speak good German *of course* So i learn some from my friends too....

a) Guthentag---Good day!!
b)Ish li bi ish----I love u
c)Dish li bi ich?---Do u love me??
d) Yaspiensta---Yes
e) sehon---pretty

Not really sure whether it spells like these o not, but it pronouns in this way...Tat's wad i learn for now...
Haha^.^

Btw, i also learn korean from my other friends....So happy that they are willing to teach me....Heheh@.@

Haiz....

But because i took part in the debate competition, i cant really catch up wif the lessons in class...I feel so bad n sad bout tat....I'm still struggling to cope up wif teacher's pace...

Hope i can be in the normal life pace again...

Gambateh!!

bETRAYER!!!

2008-03-18T08:11:00.000-07:00

Haiz~ Betrayed by a gud fren of mine...

Today was such a bad day for me...

I get to noe the true side of my fren, being a betrayer all tis while...

The saddest part is tat, she not only betrayed me, but in fact, the whole gang of my frens are betrayed by her...

She was pretending to be gud n nice to us, but then on the other hand, she told others bout my gang's bad things...*but all tis things did not exist AT ALL* She is just being a hypocrit....

I'm really sad...She used to be very gud to us, is tat all a lie?? O just an act?? i really hope tat we can be gud frens lyk before....

To u:

I really hope tat we r frens again....In fact, u cn come back to our gang....Tat day, u told the others bout us, unfortunately, we heard it...We were very shocked...How could u do tis to us?? We never said tat we wanted to quit rc....Y do u said so?? U r just making the committee to hate us...U SHUD NOT SAID TAT AT ALL...

We did not confess to the committee wad u had done to us...But till today, cos u did tis to us, we had told the committee wad we think...N finally, i had found out many things which i did not noe at all....If u wan to get the post soo much, JUST TAKE IT!!! We dun mind...But we r sure if u r in, u might not wish to commit wif us...But it's all bout TEAMWORK!!

I'm really disappointed...We trust u, u protect u, in fact, 2day, we still did not say out totally everything...We just said tat we did not say we wanted to quit rc...We still wan u as a fren, if u change....

Haiz~

成绩出了

2008-03-17T08:20:00.000-07:00

今天老师分考卷给我们噢。。。

考的好差噢。。唉~其实也不是很差，只是不是我理想中的成绩。。

Not in a gud mood, dun feel lyk writing liao...Haiz~ *disappointed*

Another week without streamyx..~

2008-03-16T05:59:00.000-07:00

Haiz...So long din write a blog to myself....

hmm, where shud i start??

First of all, i had just finished organising a first aid course..

It was really fun, especially the second day whereby we had a SAR(Search & Rescue) Heheh...

I was 1 of the casualties...

We were actually acting shock( o shud i said crazy??)

Hmm, we actually took a lot of picture, but cnt find it...

Well, show it next time...

Haiz...Very boring...

Holidays r ending soon, tomoro have to face the test paper liao....

WAd shud i do??

Oh no!!

Erm, anyway, red crescent is going up in pace now....There will be a flag day sale soon, so i will have to go n collect donations from the citizens...Who knows?? U might meet me in one of the shopping malls here...Hahah *dun forget to donate $ for me ya??* Heheh *wink*

PS* cnt talk much...Have to finish my bio homework so tat i wont get blacklisted by my "dearest" biology teacher...

好贵的晚餐。。

2008-03-09T06:05:00.000-07:00

My cousin came to my house today, so later we r planning on having our dinner at Sushi King!!!

But then we never went to Fish Market gok...

So planning on going to finsh market....

Yet i miss KFC a lot...the fish fillet burger, the big big burger, french fries(might sound ordinary but tasty*yum yum*)

Then these delicious food made me think of PIzza Hut..CHEESE~* the big big pan pizza...OMG!!!

"watch up on ur saliva, man!!" Heheh>.< "Wanna go now?? Get changed!!! Ah jie(my cousin) is waiting..." kk.....

Haiz, nid to go now...Sure get so full till cnt online liao...

Then after holidays, sure obese....

Bloggy, see u again tomoro....MuackzzZ...Bye...Gud nite...

PS* too high, dun think tat i'm crazy though....*

OMG!!! I'm back from dinner....

ATTENTION to my frens....

Dun go to M.F.M to eat liao...

I'm not saying tat the M.F.M at kl n kch is the same, but i just went to kch's....It taste really TERRIBLE!! Plis, plis plis.....I'm suffering on stomachache n feel lyk vomitting now(food poisoning izit?)

Haiz.....Yet soo expensive....

一杯SPRITE都要六令吉呢。。。表哥说可能那水喝了可以”抗癌”吧。。哈哈，好讽刺噢。。。

还有，可能那菜不合我的口味吧。。。

我还真是第一次吃粉红色的鱼肉也。。。好健康的鱼噢。。。

所以之后，我们就干脆到KFC去吃汉堡咯。。。

唉。。。好饱噢。。。下次不再去那里吃了。。。

喝！！

各位，如果想去那里吃，想清楚噢。。。

Cry n Laugh......

2008-03-08T06:20:00.000-08:00

Haiz...Ahpu....今天我的小学朋友告诉我一件让我哭笑不得的事。。。他说以前六年级时，我曾经说过我喜欢一个男生，但是那时那男生选择了另一个女生。。。不过很清楚记得说，我根本没说过啊！！为什么会酱说啊？他们可能误会了吧。。我根本都没有喜欢过那男生。

匀和斯说星期二要一起去看电影耶。。。不过我那天有红新月会的事情要处理。怎么办？我好想去。。爸爸肯定又不可能给我去的啦。唉~ 突然好想念我的朋友噢。。常常申上中学后就会很怀念我的小学朋友。匀是我们以前十姐妹的其中一位(其实真正有几位我也不清楚了)，但很肯定的是那时的我们真的很开心。如果下午有课外活动的话，我们一定会一起吃饭，不然就到学校后面的小面摊那儿吃面。。一边吃面一边聊天。。。感觉很棒。。有时我们还会互相偷吃对方的菜。。哈哈。。真的很像一家人呢。。还有还有，我们还曾经在老师的停车位那儿办小型演唱会噢。。。因为那时就很流行，所以就开始连续好几个下午我们都会吃饱后去唱歌。。不过都没有冠军就对了。。也因为酱，我深深觉得我唱歌真的会走音噢。。。不好意思。。

上个月我有三个朋友离开了。。他们要到NEWZEALAND去。。移民噢。。。所以要待好久好久。。虽然只是两年，但时间真的不像想像的那么快过。。还记得，我是在FORM3 的时候才认识他们的，虽然短短几个月，不过真的很高兴认识这么特别的朋友。。。韩勇，韩珍，韩政。。。这是为你们写的。。。刚开始看见韩勇时，真的觉得他很像samseng,又喜欢取笑英语老师。。但是，突然有一次，他跟我说话了也。。。我才觉得他也没有我想像中这么坏嘛。。相比之下，韩珍和韩政就很乖，也很聪明噢。。。韩政很喜欢打我的头，我都这么矮了，还一直打，难怪我都长不高啊。。。我很少跟韩珍讲话，因为她每次都坐在角落，我也不知道怎么开口。。在我印象里，她有一头长发，戴眼镜，安安静静的。。。有一个早上，我的狗突然去世了，我真的很伤心，不知道为什么，就打电话给韩勇(我哥哥)，一直哭一直哭。。。那时，就觉得有个角落给我好好的哭，因为我一直想要个哥哥都没有。。。所以，从那时开始，就算哥哥很坏，可能会让我生气、伤心，但我都不会也不敢生他的气太久。。。他们要走的那个早晨，我真的很伤心，我打给哥哥，又哭了。。。他一直叫我别哭。。“哥，你去了那边一定要快乐。。”“为什么？”“因为你每次都说你不开心，没有人了解你。。我怕你去到那里会每天不开心。”“嗯。我会开心的，你不要哭了。”就酱，电话嘟嘟声，挂了。而刚好那天我姐的朋友也要去机场，所以我就可以去送机了。。哥哥等了很久很久，我才拿着要送给他的蓝色小熊匆进机场。。好彩他们还没离开。。“妹，不可以哭了。”“我不会哭了啦。。”聊了一下后，他们就入关了。。那时真的很想哭，但我忍住了，因为我不想哥看到我哭了。。。进车后，我就哭了。。。那时，Janice 刚经过，她就发信息给哥，然后哥就发信息给我，叫我别哭了，太爱哭了啦。。。哥到了机场也发信息告诉我，让转告匀她们。。。那个星期我和匀只要想到他们都哭了。。。真的很想他们。。

到现在，有的时候想到，还是会哭也。。真没用。。幸好，哥还是会常透过网络信息和我联络。。。这样我才知道他的近况啊。。。所以，只要看到这封布落格，无论是我的朋友或只是陌生人，我真的很珍惜你们。。我很爱我的朋友。。因为缘分，所以我们可以在这么远的地方找到彼此，认识彼此，珍惜彼此。。。

我爱你们。。愿主永远保护我的朋友们。阿门。

Sports Day

2008-03-07T05:59:00.000-08:00

Our school held the sports day event at the same place again...Have to march past n go for first aid duty gok... But then so happy when can treat the sick... Our march was amazing..We got second...Heheh *clap*

It was weird, everytime we march, the weather will be bad bad through..(raining)...Our uniform was white suit n when it rained, it turned half transparent....Haiz...Tis year was quite lucky, not raining heavily so it's still ok...

When public duty, it was really exciting n nervous....So many victims hurt around 2pm cos it's lari berhalangan... Some even fainted.... Luckily i managed to treat some n everyone was okay after awhile....

Heheh...I even asked my frens to took picture for me during duty cos i need it for moral project...Look soo hardworking arr...Everyone was staring at me cos it's really weird when u purposely posing for photos....Hahah *wink*

I wan freedom

2008-03-07T05:37:00.000-08:00

I really want to go out wif my frens... Why papa dun allow me to go out?? I just want to live like old man/ old woman..Go out have a walk o a drink wif friends n chat... Haiz.... Holidays so boring without frens...

Wanna go back to school..I miss school already....Even though got exam, but i feel happier wif frens around me...I feel lonely when i'm at home-MUM go to work, sis working, eldest sis at kl, papa go out too....only left me...Listening to the echo at home...*sob sob*

Hmm, i really never go out wif frens personally except tis year's chinese new year visit, i get to go out wif my frens n visit each other.... have fun n so full wif food at hui ching's house.....

the happiest memories wif frens...

LoneLy~.:*

2008-03-06T23:01:00.000-08:00

Hmm, today just started our school holidays, but i can already feel the loneliness...My sis went for work, my papa also went out, left me alone at home...so wann wrote a blog to myself....

Just now watched tv the whole day, watched a program which talked bout dogs...suddenly missed my dog, Dudu, a lot...Haiz...Almost one month plis since Dudu left me...

Then papa ask me to take care of the clothes cos it's gonna rain soon...So it makes me cnt sleep..Cos have to watch up...Hate the weather...Always raining...

New StarTing~

2008-03-06T09:00:00.001-08:00

Hmm, just started my blog today...Well, why isit so called "A key to my past..@Heart"?? *blink blink* i wonder why ya....

In fact, it's just a new starting to forget my own past...a place for me to release stress!!! First n foremost, i started tis blog just because i've viewed jan n janice's blogs n get to know bout it...Hahah... I sooo outdated de bo...
Then my sis laughed at me cause she had already started tis blog quite a long time....

As an introduction, my name is Jocelynn^.^ a girl(of course) ..... turning sixteen in coming 9 months...=.=" Heheh...Erm, nth much to say...Let's start on today's "issue"...

Wow!! Finally survive from my pre-semester exam arr....So tough... 2day we just had our physics, pjk n sivik examination... It's weird, physics was quite easy but then pjk n sivik were SOOOO DIFFICULT!! Luckily both these subjects ar not included in sPM!!! *phew~*

After exam, i tried soo hard to online, but then streamyx really sot sot d....Hmm, election coming soon, shud ask government to improve on the telecom lar...Haiz~ Wanna get online oso very hard...OMG!! Then, went for physics tuition again...So tired..Zhi yong them quit the tuition liao, cause they said the teacher was really annoying, see him behsong...Hahah!! The teacher keep on saying "oi?" when we were noisy....Swt lar (To teacher: Try to change another phrase next time, like "hello monkeys?? " Then mayb we will stop talking n listen to u for a "second" onl) Heheh...Bad bad me....

Well, tat's the end of today...^.^