Ways to releasE StreSs+ FaciNg ExamS...+u+u

Lst Saturday, i went to church for the youth fellowship again....
It's the second time for this month...I guess...
Well, our church had kindly invited the principal of Chung Hua Middle School No.4 to give a speech on ways of handling exams...
Hmm, it's very beneficial.....

Now, let me reveal the secrets behind this...

1} Before exam..

• Actually every teacher will have a syllabus on what the exam questions will be out, like mayb Chapter 3 will have more topics or Chapter wad will have less topics out... So, we can actually asked from them to see which chapter we should focus more...And, if we have an experienced teacher, they can actually spot which questions will be out...So, get some examples from them...

• If like we are sitting for SPM or PMR, we dont have enough time to revise anymore...Dont force ourselves... There's a way... DO EXERCISE!! Well, sometimes, even though u study much, but when u wanna apply wad u had studied on the particular questions, it's just difficult..So, practise through exercise, reference books... (from different materials, do as much as possible) well, this is because once u cant finish ur revision, exercise is the cream of the chapter..It's d summary... If u r fortunate enough, u will also find that some of the questions are just appear to be the same as the exercise u had done...

• Do pass year questions... Dont think that the questions that had been out on the previous year wont repeat again... Who knows?? (u r not the examiner, come on lar!! ) So, just make sure that EVERY QUESTIONS on the pass year questions, u understand and u know how to do them...

2.} During exam

• Take care of ur health... Dont eat heavy food before ur exam... Like laksa.... And dont eat too much "very healthy" food like gimseng, bird nest o etc.... Sometimes, ur body might cant stand the "healthyness"...

• Drink water before exam... But not too much... Not until u feel like going to the toilet during exam... Just enough to quench ur thirst... Cos, the principal said, our brain or nerves need water to transfer the information... I guess, so just drink a little then...

• PRAY before u start ur exams... This is according to me... Cos it works!! So, pray sincerely, dont be nervous, just let everything go smoothly.... Dont think too much....

• Do the questions that are easier... The ratio is always like 30% easy questions, 50% intermediate questions then 20% advanced questions...So, make sure u can grab all the 30% and 50% in hand.... The examiner wont stand beside u and insist that u must start from question 1 then 2, 3, 4.... So, if the first question u dont know how to answer, jump!! skip it, then do the ones that u know... But, remember to put a mark on the questions that u skipped... And do it after u have finished the others.... As long as u can finished the questions, it's ok!! NEVER PUT BLANK ON THE QUESTIONS U DONT KNOW HOW TO DO!! Cos, at least u wrote something, sometimes it will give u marks....

• Be careful of the unit used, especially for Maths and Physics.... Sometimes, they used gram, then changed to kilogram again.. so, must circle out all the units, so that u wont miss it... Isnt kinda sad if u really know how to do the questions, but u didnt change the unit...?

3} After exams

• Never discuss after exams.... Students like to discuss after exams... Maybe cos too nervous o wad... But iscussion will just make u more nervous... So, never discuss... "Who cares??" remember this sentence.... Afterall, the next day u wont be sitting for the same paper again, so dont think bout it.... What's more important is the next exam... Cos, once u discussed and found out that u had done the questions wrongly, it will affect ur feelings and ur concentration for the next paper... So, relax... Dont care bout the past...

• After the exam had ended, looked for ur teachers to find out all the answers and solutions... not only the questions u did wrongly, but also the questions that are correct.... I know, sometimes students just tend to "tembak" and luckily they got it correct, but they didnt bother to find out the answer, "It's correct wat!!" this is wad they think... But if the questions are out again, do u know how to solve it?? Hmm.... so, have to learn from ur mistakes....

So, basically, that's wad i wanna share.... It's kinda true right?? Especially the discussion part after exams... Cos, sometimes even though i dont wan to discuss, but the others will just discuss it loudly and if i accidentally heard it, i will feel so bad and sad...

So, with these, i hope my next exam will be better...

GambaTeh!! Jia you!!! :]


SayIng of Da' Day:
God will only help the one that is confident and really work hard for something that he or she wanna achieve....

M i dying??

How can life be so miserable when i m actually over the moon and then back down to earth with a loud smash??

I feel like i m dying ... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... dying... .....................................................................................................................................................................
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.................................I M DYING.....
i m actually trying to type till i feel better, but i dont really feel better now...
It's still the same... I knew that when i started to get emo, it will start for a long time...
I will lose my smile again...Our english teacher, Mdm Ng has given us an assignment before, asking us to write down all the causes that we faced that may lead us to stress or depression...
Well, i have to admit that mine should be the longest cos i have written two pages for that.. and it's just simply not enough...
I m easily depressed then started to feel emo again...
For example

1. i m stress cos i think i downloaded the Chinese star program to type reports for Persatuan Bahasa Cina and now, my computer is in VIRUS... How can this be?? So, does this mean that i need to delete my chinese star program? But i need it for my club... wad should i do?

2. then, i feel so stress out cos im having my first aid exam soon... Well, this is my last year...I m kinda regret cos i din take the exam earlier... I scare that i might fail this exam...And that will be very embarassing cos my junior will be taking the exam with me...if they passed, and i failed...Owh!! Tat's so bad... How can i teach them again?? What should i do?

3. My camera's memory is full now, so i might have to transfer them to my pendrive... But the device used to transfer the photos, is lost!! My sis might need the camera wif some space for other photos, so do i need to delete the photos? I havent transfer anything yet..!! It's the disection day of da mice... I would like to upload the photos though... and the mooncake festival's too... What should i do?

4. My sis just like to quarrel with me... It's not that i have done sth wrong, but she just loves to make me angry.. and scold me for being angry o rude... Ok!! Fine! Now, i wont say a word then, and let u feel the quietness in the house without my voice... (cos im always the noisiest)... I also wanna practice not to talk too much in school...

5. Recently, i have thought too much bout someone... Not to mention who that person is...But, he indeed influenced my mind... So, i have decided not to think anything bout him anymore... It just makes me feel so mindless... I decided to concentrate in my studies and go overseas to study... I hope he will too... So, we can study together, but i know that's still very long time from now... I've thought hard...Now, it's not the time for us as spm is soon (next year) and it would be nice if both of us can study hard together to get the good achievement.... The future is still far away from us... Being friends at the meantime will be better as a test between us... Then, i started to realise that, "like" and "love" are just simply very tough for me.... So, i wanna take it easy... and clear my mind off... I wana study....Ok, i like blogging... I like to express my feeling here although i knew that many people wil lread bout it.... I still like blogging... especially when i m emo.... Cos, writing a diary is a slow process for me and i myself think that i can type faster than write... So, here i m.... Nagging with all the problems i have faced...

Will get well soon, maybe 2 more weeks later or maybe even till the end of the year....
This is the starting towards a quiet year next year....

M i dying with all this symptoms? When i read wad i have typed, it just seems to be small matters but all these tiny-whinny jsut ruined up my life at the meantime... I wanna smile...=D
Please....
God, i noe that You r always with me when i m sad... You r always there to be by my sides and say "It'll over sometimes"... I m following You now... Isit time for me to take up the test in my life, to grow tougher and more mature?? If tat's ur demand, i will follow You...
Please, please protect me and make me stronger to go through these challenges and dont let me collapse before i have succeeded... With all my heart and the name of Jesus, i pray..

Amen.

Happy Mooncake Festival!!

Oh, it's mooncake festival again...
Hmm, it seems to be a tradition that everyone will lit the lantern during this festival, all even some1 aged lyk me!!
Just now, my sis and i lit the lanterns...Well, basically all the lanterns are lit by her and i just watched tv...HeheXD
Hmm, however, at first, i was really high and happy bout this festival...
Then, out of no way, i just suddenly feel down...
I think i m really emo!!
Ok, so we ate dinner, then the mooncake...
Hmm, my papa said the mooncakes are getting sweeter and sweeter....
Not like the original flavour...Ok, i guess this is the "contribution" of food preservative like sugar, etc...~
Erm, then...Oh ya!! Our dog has their "mooncake" too..
Hehe, we gave it to them...Then, they have tis big feast with their bones...
And, finally, i took some photos of the mooncakes and the lanterns...

I guess, it's not a special celebration for my family, as there are only four of us and all are so-called grown up people already... Hehe=D

7 sis I=D

Owh!! I just cant wait to tell the other bloggers bout 7 sis...
Well "7 sis" by the name, there are 7 of us that get together as sisters... Our relationship is really tight and good...
Although, there are always some quarrels with each other, but i think that's how sisters get along and love each other more...
Cos the more we quarrel, the more we care bout the others....true|? Hmm, now, let's start of with the results that have been collected...

First of all, the one that sit next to me is LJJ...She is the only "sis" that happen to be in the same class as mine!! So, we sit together and talk crap everyday, but very often, i'm the one that talk TOO much till she will say, "Enough Jt, dont get too high!!"...true!!
If she hasnt stop me, i might get too high and ends up dehydrate...Haha...XD She said that i'm quite an emo-type-girl... Offense!! That's not true...I'm just being emotional... Ok, she is the most stubborn among us...(which she admits it)... erm, she just cant think something in the other way and stick to her own opinion sometimes when she thinks IT SHOULD BE LIKE THAT!! (like u-noe-who im talking bout)... Though she's stubborn, she is very responsible...It's that u can just lay on her to do projects and other stuff... Or i should also say that she is my "walking memory pad"... I always relay on her to jot down sth important...(cos i have bad memory--512 only, she got 16gb) Hehe...=P
She also lyk to watch tv...Oh ya!! For those who want to look for her, remember to get her hp num, she doesnt have a house phone yet...Just move to new house... Btw, remember ya~ If you wanna look for JJ, dont call her at 9.45pm onwards....Cos, she will be glued to the tv to watch her favourite movie by then... Eventhough it has ended by now, but there's still another good one starring on... Wad else?? Well, her appearance...She is taller that me (cos i'm the shortest among them), she wear specs, skinny, used to have straight hair, but now the hair curled up already... Oh!! A great identity for JJ, she likes to "touch" or i should say rub on the corner of the collar of her school uniform for no reason...Maybe cos her hands are itchy? Ij ust knew that it's getting spoilt, JJ!! The thread is getting out now...And it turns black...Dun rub on it again... and dun try it on me too....XD

Then, it's CXY... No offense, i'm not arranging the names according to the important 1... I just suddenly think of my church activity on this coming saturday so i wrote yin first, who happened to be same chuch as me... Yeah!! Hmm, well, XY is the "christian-type-girl"... She is the secretary for our school's ISCF club and the secretary for the youth of our church.... Erm, sometimes, i'm kinda like "rubbish bin" for her to throw out all her anger and sadness.... In fact, i enjoy listening to all those stuff and give her some opinions too... Hehe, cos im ke po....
|She is also very popular among guys.... cos she is very pretty and quite tall too, and she plays badminton well..... So, boys like her not only like "brother", but also discovers her lady-side.... XY, i'm quite enzy of u bout tis lar.... Haha...XD What else?? Oh!! She is also the prefect of our school.... As a "duscipline-biro" prefect, i just think that she is too kind lo....So nice de...Never see her scolding other students.... As far as i know, both of us share the same person whom we dislike.... XY, u know lar.... Then, she is quite gentle in other way, like she knows how to play piano and dance... OMG!! She seems to be perfect....But of course, she has her bad habit too.... Well, i almost forgot bout all these, so it might not be the truth...
Others told me like she is quite xiao qi??(get angry easily)... Erm, still need to be discovered and investigated in the future....Have to be confirmed....

After that, it will be AHMA!! OK, ahma is CHC!! (oh no!! reminds me of KFC, dunno y, it just sounds so match=chc,kfc) back, back....Erm, talking bout ahma, i really wanna scold her badly.... "Come on lar, ahma!! Get rid of the ahma-style wearing liao..." A not bad conclusion for her... Hmm, HC likes to wear something weird on her.... It's not that the clothing has something wrong with them....It's the way she wore them... HOW CAN PINK MATCH WIF GREEN?? U told me that just now during pbk tuition when i wore a pink sweater with my uniform and green tie on.... Ok, so i think that is weird too, so i take off the green tie... But, but, u still wear the pink long-sleeves-shirt with the green pants.... CHANGE IT!! Ok, let me teach u now...I might not be good in fashion, but my sense is quite reliable.... The safest way to dress is like matching the bright colour shirt with black and white, that will make u look simple but good.... Erm, well, JJ has wrote bout u in her own blog so i dont want to mention bout "U R GOOD IN ADD MATHS AND U LIKE TO CRY" thing.... Oopps!! I mentioned bout them again...Haha=P Erm, ok, you are really genius!! You can twist your mind so fast that achieve 90+ for your add maths....Congrates!!
And, u like to cry ya~ I know it's not that you want to cry, just that you cant control...Ok, ok!! i understand... But, this the thing that i most afraid of...Ur tears...So, dun just start crying when u feel like.... ok?/ Oh, hc also likes to praise me till exaggerate...Like "jt, ur really beautiful, gentle, cute..clever.." all these stuff which make me feel uneasy...I'm not happy bout it at all!! In fact, i feel uneasy with that... so, stop praising me too!! And dun over keeping low profile of yourself... Anyway, it's ok....hope u and him can get together ya~ haha!! BTW, JS i dun wan le... U can take him...HahaXD

NC, it's your turn... Erm, you said that yours must be the shortest 1... Well, i will try hard to make it longer.... So, wait ya~ I have to think for more idea... Besides yours, there will still be VS and LT too!! That will make 7 sis(include me) to be complete!! =D
|Then, i will continue on '7 SIS II"




To be continued....>>

The secret that have been revealed...

The secret that i have kept for around...erm.. probably 3 months??
Today, i just found out that it had been known by others especially by the one involved too...
Well, basically, none other than the "special" someone....
I think it had been such a long time that i think he is not just a friend to me...
At first, he WAS... But not until i got his MSN email address and added him....
Then, we started to chat more often than not, we talked more through msn then a normal oral conversation...
Maybe it's just simply because we dont get to see each other so we talked more comfortably...
There's nothing special bout him, not handsome, not extremely clever, not very tall....
In fact, he is not the type that i would like if i were still at the age 12 to 15 years old.
But as i grow, i do admit that i see things differently(lyk wad 1 of my fren had said)..
I understand that we really cant judge a book by it's cover...
So, it all happened when we started to talk bout Christian thingi and he encouraged me when i'm down....
He's very mature-thinking... He seems to know how to handle a situation well and help the others to do so too....
However, i didn't treat this as so-called LOVE yet...maybe just admire or like, cos' i dun wan to mixed-up my feelings again...
Besides, when i attended my church talk of love, i realised that it's really still quite early for us to touch on this "sensitive" issue.
So, i would rather keep it as a secret and maintain our good relationship so as to be frens for now...
However, it's rather difficult too, cos' i just cant help in keep noticing wad he is doing and stuff lyk that...
And, i just found out that there's a girl who like him too...
Well, it might be wrong, but that's just wad i feel... So, the girl is really good, pretty, clever and others are starting to say that they will be a nice couple to be put together...
Thus, i was getting less-er confident than before...
He told me that he didn't like anyone, so i think that is true...
So, i can actually forget bout the girl....
But, recently, i just know that more people get to know that i like him.!!
OMG!! How can they know that?? I know that the one who i told, will not betray me...
So, they guessed it correctly?? Hmm, i m trying hard to think that am i that obvious??
Nvm, the worse of all is that my fren just told me today, that "he" seems to know that i like him too...!!
OH NO!!
I m sure that i really tried so hard not to expose this secret to the others...Just to keep our good-fren-relation.
I do not wish to lost this now...
So, i can just hope that he wont know...

Well, the other thing is that, why do good frens tend to quarrel so much too??
Wad i mean is that, arent them the one who know us better than the others??
Then, y cant they understand our feelings??
Some of my best frens have quarrelled with each others...
Actually, i dont know wad to do in this situation..Cos, both of them are my best frens....
So, the only thing i can do is to hear they complain bout the other's fault...
But, i still hope that they will get together again soon...
Come on, buddies!! I know you guys will read this...
Just dont be too stubborn!! Forget bout the past...
Quarrel is not good for your health ya~
Be happy and get high mar!!
We are buddies wor...7 sis...
I also feel so bad cos i actually got angry wif one of the 7 sis....
In fact, i feel so upset by the news she told me...
Cos, i had told her the person that i like was ***...
But she didnt tell me hers...And wad she said was that noone knows bout it except 1 person--VS..
But then, today she told me that she feel so sorry cos everyone in 7 sis had known bout the person, except me and LT, but LT also seems to know it now...
So, it's only me who is still stupidly kept in "secret"??
So, i'm the one who sit nearest to you, but i'm the last one to know bout it??
Am i that untrustful??
Well, how can u aspect me not to angry...?
It's better if i dunno and the others dunno bout it too...
But now, everyone knows bout it except me, it makes me feel that i'm being left out, i'm not important, i'm not trustful, i'm stupid (cos LT get to guess the person correctly too, but except me)...
On that particular minute, i can sense that what it calls the nearest person to us, but the most alien we are...
Then, you tend to tell me, but i dun wan to know...
Actually, i want to know, but i said that i dun wan to know...
Cos, at that situation, u knew that i was angry, then u told me the truth (it's kinda like i force u)
I dun wan that...Cos, afterall, eventhough u tell me, u still didnt trust me...
U didnt tell me at the first place too...!!
Actually, i was not that angry after awhile, but now, when i typed this blog, i just get back the anger again...
I'm sure i'll be ok again...
I'll not be angry for the whole year...
I knew that u will read my blog too, so i just wanna tell u...
In case u said that u dunno i'm thinking botu in the future....
I'm kinda weird.... Something i should feel angry for a long time, sometimes it just happened that i only think bout it for a second and can play with u again the next second...
But this doesnt mean that i've forget bout it (maybe i do forget bout it at that time), but not in the futere...
I'm a SCROPIO, man!! I take things seriously too...
Maybe in the future, when i quarrelled with u, it might not be of small things, but that i suddenly thought of this case again....
I dunno y...I just feel so bad bout it...
u dont trust me...
Sorry ya~ I dont want to act in this way, but i'm just too weird, like just now when u told me, i did angry for a minute, then no...
But now, when i think of it, i m angry again...
Mayb tomoro back to normal...
Bout the profile and characteristics that i promsed to post, i will edit it some other time lo...
I have to arrange all the "data and observation" first...
Haha...=D