bETRAYER!!!

Haiz~ Betrayed by a gud fren of mine...

Today was such a bad day for me...

I get to noe the true side of my fren, being a betrayer all tis while...

The saddest part is tat, she not only betrayed me, but in fact, the whole gang of my frens are betrayed by her...

She was pretending to be gud n nice to us, but then on the other hand, she told others bout my gang's bad things...*but all tis things did not exist AT ALL* She is just being a hypocrit....

I'm really sad...She used to be very gud to us, is tat all a lie?? O just an act?? i really hope tat we can be gud frens lyk before....

To u:

I really hope tat we r frens again....In fact, u cn come back to our gang....Tat day, u told the others bout us, unfortunately, we heard it...We were very shocked...How could u do tis to us?? We never said tat we wanted to quit rc....Y do u said so?? U r just making the committee to hate us...U SHUD NOT SAID TAT AT ALL...

We did not confess to the committee wad u had done to us...But till today, cos u did tis to us, we had told the committee wad we think...N finally, i had found out many things which i did not noe at all....If u wan to get the post soo much, JUST TAKE IT!!! We dun mind...But we r sure if u r in, u might not wish to commit wif us...But it's all bout TEAMWORK!!

I'm really disappointed...We trust u, u protect u, in fact, 2day, we still did not say out totally everything...We just said tat we did not say we wanted to quit rc...We still wan u as a fren, if u change....

Haiz~

成绩出了

今天老师分考卷给我们噢。。。

考的好差噢。。唉~其实也不是很差，只是不是我理想中的成绩。。

Not in a gud mood, dun feel lyk writing liao...Haiz~ *disappointed*

Another week without streamyx..~

Haiz...So long din write a blog to myself....

hmm, where shud i start??

First of all, i had just finished organising a first aid course..

It was really fun, especially the second day whereby we had a SAR(Search & Rescue) Heheh...

I was 1 of the casualties...

We were actually acting shock( o shud i said crazy??)

Hmm, we actually took a lot of picture, but cnt find it...

Well, show it next time...

Haiz...Very boring...

Holidays r ending soon, tomoro have to face the test paper liao....

WAd shud i do??

Oh no!!

Erm, anyway, red crescent is going up in pace now....There will be a flag day sale soon, so i will have to go n collect donations from the citizens...Who knows?? U might meet me in one of the shopping malls here...Hahah *dun forget to donate $ for me ya??* Heheh *wink*

PS* cnt talk much...Have to finish my bio homework so tat i wont get blacklisted by my "dearest" biology teacher...

好贵的晚餐。。

My cousin came to my house today, so later we r planning on having our dinner at Sushi King!!!

But then we never went to Fish Market gok...

So planning on going to finsh market....

Yet i miss KFC a lot...the fish fillet burger, the big big burger, french fries(might sound ordinary but tasty*yum yum*)

Then these delicious food made me think of PIzza Hut..CHEESE~* the big big pan pizza...OMG!!!

"watch up on ur saliva, man!!" Heheh>.< "Wanna go now?? Get changed!!! Ah jie(my cousin) is waiting..." kk.....

Haiz, nid to go now...Sure get so full till cnt online liao...

Then after holidays, sure obese....

Bloggy, see u again tomoro....MuackzzZ...Bye...Gud nite...

PS* too high, dun think tat i'm crazy though....*









OMG!!! I'm back from dinner....

ATTENTION to my frens....

Dun go to M.F.M to eat liao...

I'm not saying tat the M.F.M at kl n kch is the same, but i just went to kch's....It taste really TERRIBLE!! Plis, plis plis.....I'm suffering on stomachache n feel lyk vomitting now(food poisoning izit?)

Haiz.....Yet soo expensive....

一杯SPRITE都要六令吉呢。。。表哥说可能那水喝了可以”抗癌”吧。。哈哈， 好讽刺噢。。。

还有，可能那菜不合我的口味吧。。。

我还真是第一次吃粉红色的鱼肉也。。。好健康的鱼噢。。。

所以之后， 我们就干脆到KFC去吃汉堡咯。。。

唉。。。好饱噢。。。下次不再去那里吃了。。。

喝！！

各位，如果想去那里吃，想清楚噢。。。

Cry n Laugh......

Haiz...Ahpu....今天我的小学朋友告诉我一件让我哭笑不得的事。。。他说以前六年级时，我曾经说过我喜欢一个男生，但是那时那男生选择了另一个女生。。。不过很清楚记得说，我根本没说过啊！！为什么会酱说啊？他们可能误会了吧。。我根本都没有喜欢过那男生。

匀和斯说星期二要一起去看电影耶。。。不过我那天有红新月会的事情要处理。怎么办？我好想去。。爸爸肯定又不可能给我去的啦。唉~ 突然好想念我的朋友噢。。常常申上中学后就会很怀念我的小学朋友。匀是我们以前十姐妹的其中一位(其实真正有几位我也不清楚了)， 但很肯定的是那时的我们真的很开心。如果下午有课外活动的话，我们一定会一起吃饭，不然就到学校后面的小面摊那儿吃面。。一边吃面一边聊天。。。感觉很棒。。有时我们还会互相偷吃对方的菜。。哈哈。。真的很像一家人呢。。还有还有，我们还曾经在老师的停车位那儿办小型演唱会噢。。。因为那时就很流行，所以就开始连续好几个下午我们都会吃饱后去唱歌。。不过都没有冠军就对了。。也因为酱，我深深觉得我唱歌真的会走音噢。。。不好意思。。

上个月我有三个朋友离开了。。他们要到NEWZEALAND去。。移民噢。。。所以要待好久好久。。虽然只是两年，但时间真的不像想像的那么快过。。还记得，我是在FORM3 的时候才认识他们的，虽然短短几个月，不过真的很高兴认识这么特别的朋友。。。韩勇，韩珍，韩政。。。这是为你们写的。。。刚开始看见韩勇时，真的觉得他很像samseng,又喜欢取笑英语老师。。但是，突然有一次，他跟我说话了也。。。我才觉得他也没有我想像中这么坏嘛。。相比之下，韩珍和韩政就很乖， 也很聪明噢。。。韩政很喜欢打我的头，我都这么矮了，还一直打，难怪我都长不高啊。。。我很少跟韩珍讲话，因为她每次都坐在角落，我也不知道怎么开口。。在我印象里，她有一头长发，戴眼镜，安安静静的。。。有一个早上，我的狗突然去世了，我真的很伤心，不知道为什么，就打电话给韩勇(我哥哥)， 一直哭一直哭。。。那时，就觉得有个角落给我好好的哭，因为我一直想要个哥哥都没有。。。所以， 从那时开始，就算哥哥很坏，可能会让我生气、伤心，但我都不会也不敢生他的气太久。。。他们要走的那个早晨， 我真的很伤心，我打给哥哥，又哭了。。。他一直叫我别哭。。“哥，你去了那边一定要快乐。。”“为什么？”“因为你每次都说你不开心，没有人了解你。。我怕你去到那里会每天不开心。”“嗯。我会开心的，你不要哭了。”就酱，电话嘟嘟声，挂了。而刚好那天我姐的朋友也要去机场，所以我就可以去送机了。。哥哥等了很久很久， 我才拿着要送给他的蓝色小熊匆进机场。。好彩他们还没离开。。“妹，不可以哭了。”“我不会哭了啦。。”聊了一下后，他们就入关了。。那时真的很想哭，但我忍住了，因为我不想哥看到我哭了。。。进车后，我就哭了。。。那时，Janice 刚经过，她就发信息给哥，然后哥就发信息给我，叫我别哭了，太爱哭了啦。。。哥到了机场也发信息告诉我，让转告匀她们。。。那个星期我和匀只要想到他们都哭了。。。真的很想他们。。

到现在，有的时候想到，还是会哭也。。真没用。。幸好，哥还是会常透过网络信息和我联络。。。这样我才知道他的近况啊。。。所以，只要看到这封布落格，无论是我的朋友或只是陌生人，我真的很珍惜你们。。我很爱我的朋友。。因为缘分，所以我们可以在这么远的地方找到彼此，认识彼此，珍惜彼此。。。

我爱你们。。愿主永远保护我的朋友们。阿门。

Sports Day

Our school held the sports day event at the same place again...Have to march past n go for first aid duty gok... But then so happy when can treat the sick... Our march was amazing..We got second...Heheh *clap*

It was weird, everytime we march, the weather will be bad bad through..(raining)...Our uniform was white suit n when it rained, it turned half transparent....Haiz...Tis year was quite lucky, not raining heavily so it's still ok...

When public duty, it was really exciting n nervous....So many victims hurt around 2pm cos it's lari berhalangan... Some even fainted.... Luckily i managed to treat some n everyone was okay after awhile....

Heheh...I even asked my frens to took picture for me during duty cos i need it for moral project...Look soo hardworking arr...Everyone was staring at me cos it's really weird when u purposely posing for photos....Hahah *wink*

I wan freedom

I really want to go out wif my frens... Why papa dun allow me to go out?? I just want to live like old man/ old woman..Go out have a walk o a drink wif friends n chat... Haiz.... Holidays so boring without frens...

Wanna go back to school..I miss school already....Even though got exam, but i feel happier wif frens around me...I feel lonely when i'm at home-MUM go to work, sis working, eldest sis at kl, papa go out too....only left me...Listening to the echo at home...*sob sob*

Hmm, i really never go out wif frens personally except tis year's chinese new year visit, i get to go out wif my frens n visit each other.... have fun n so full wif food at hui ching's house.....

the happiest memories wif frens...

LoneLy~.:*

Hmm, today just started our school holidays, but i can already feel the loneliness...My sis went for work, my papa also went out, left me alone at home...so wann wrote a blog to myself....

Just now watched tv the whole day, watched a program which talked bout dogs...suddenly missed my dog, Dudu, a lot...Haiz...Almost one month plis since Dudu left me...

Then papa ask me to take care of the clothes cos it's gonna rain soon...So it makes me cnt sleep..Cos have to watch up...Hate the weather...Always raining...

New StarTing~

Hmm, just started my blog today...Well, why isit so called "A key to my past..@Heart"?? *blink blink* i wonder why ya....

In fact, it's just a new starting to forget my own past...a place for me to release stress!!! First n foremost, i started tis blog just because i've viewed jan n janice's blogs n get to know bout it...Hahah... I sooo outdated de bo...
Then my sis laughed at me cause she had already started tis blog quite a long time....

As an introduction, my name is Jocelynn^.^ a girl(of course) ..... turning sixteen in coming 9 months...=.=" Heheh...Erm, nth much to say...Let's start on today's "issue"...

Wow!! Finally survive from my pre-semester exam arr....So tough... 2day we just had our physics, pjk n sivik examination... It's weird, physics was quite easy but then pjk n sivik were SOOOO DIFFICULT!! Luckily both these subjects ar not included in sPM!!! *phew~*

After exam, i tried soo hard to online, but then streamyx really sot sot d....Hmm, election coming soon, shud ask government to improve on the telecom lar...Haiz~ Wanna get online oso very hard...OMG!! Then, went for physics tuition again...So tired..Zhi yong them quit the tuition liao, cause they said the teacher was really annoying, see him behsong...Hahah!! The teacher keep on saying "oi?" when we were noisy....Swt lar (To teacher: Try to change another phrase next time, like "hello monkeys?? " Then mayb we will stop talking n listen to u for a "second" onl) Heheh...Bad bad me....

Well, tat's the end of today...^.^